NBA Clip Of The Moment

Dwayne Wade embarrasses Anderson Varejao and his family...

Inspiration Of The Moment

How bad do you wanna be successful?

K-Os - Faith feat. Drake

From Me To You....

I was caught up in the moment today...and I really do hope you read this...but I forgot to thank you today...just for being there and listening to me while I just poured my heart out to somebody....you have no idea how much it meant to me and how much I REALLY needed it. I'm really sad you're leaving, but we will def keep in touch...I love our random conversations where we just catch up and talk about life and our problems. I really trust you....and I just have to reiterate you really have no idea how much I just needed to talk to somebody about all this ish and get it off my chest...I can only type words to a computer for so long....it felt amazing to just tell somebody all the ish I've been going through and all that I've been feeling. I'm really gonna miss you lol....I wish you all the best in school, though you probs don't need it....have fun along the way though....you work too hard sometimes I can tell....have fun, meet people, etc, etc....don't forget to visit as well....thanks a lot. :)

Drake - Something

- Drake should really sing more....he's singin' to my heart, real talks...

LOL Of The Moment

Sugar Crisps
- Chengman killed me...hahahaha Ohh yooooo LOOOL

NBA Clip Of The Moment

Derrick Rose splits the Miami Heat D....then makes Joel Anthony his poster....

LOL Of The Moment

Went for a walk today and ended up seeing this girl that used to like me with her boyfriend....we talked for a bit and caught up....felt bad for the dude cuz he was standing there like a noob....most awks hello and goodbye hug ever....felt like the mans was grilling me LOL......good thing I had like a good head on him and like 30 pounds....yee buddy....hahha

Top 5 Songs At The Moment

Kanye West - Heard'em Say feat. Adam Levine
- throwback Kanye is so inspiring......rap doesn't need to go hard and yell and ish...sometimes all you need to do is speak to your fans....

J. Cole - Lost Ones
- oh man....the chorus gets to me on this one..."and I ain't too proud to tell you that I cry sometimes..."

Drake - Trust Issues
- title speaks for itself....and I can relate to this song atm.....trust issues...

Boyce Avenue & Tiffany Alvord - Jar Of Hearts (Christina Perri Cover)
- when the cover of a song is better than the original

JR Aquino - Thinking About You (Frank Ocean Cover)
- my favourite youtube always goes hard....

Mood Music

Alicia Keys - Unthinkable feat. Drake
- I'll always love this song....but right now...it's singing to my heart.....I'm writing to this instrumental right now, damn it's so inspiring....might need to call up my dude Kevin to record on this beat...it's soooo nice

From The Heart: Pouring Out My Heart

This past week, few days....my heart, mind have just been everywhere....completely out of it. Yesterday I took a walk and I just had to really clear my mind of the millions of things in it. When I went to sleep, I literally laid there with my eyes open just...thinking about everything. As of late....I find myself on my own....when I say that I don't mean like NO ONE is there. I mean like....I find that I can't talk to anybody. You know how everybody has at least one person they can tell EVERYTHING to...no secrets held back...I find myself with that. Without that feeling of being able to confide in someone...and have someone comfort me. As of late...I've been keeping everything bottled in and any chance I get to myself...I empty my mind...and go to a happy place. Lately....I've had so much on my mind and so much to talk about...but no one to tell it to....it's like when you find out something crazy just happened...the first thing that comes to your mind is who am I gonna tell or oh man I gotta tell this person. Me....I have a million things going on in my head at once and no one to tell it to....as of late...I've been pouring my heart out to my Twitter and this blog....as of late...I've found that I can't talk to nobody so I type my feelings out. Yesterday...my heart felt heavy...and my eyes felt watery...but I held back the tears....no specific reason...I just feel like there's so much on my plate right now that I can't deal with any of this anymore...with school starting, I really have to buckle down and I don't have time to deal with this. Everybody has a best friend...a person they can trust to tell their life story to and know that the other person will do the same without judging them. I don't have that...and as the days pass...I'm starting to think I never did have that person who I can share all my secrets with and the other person would do the same....I'm starting to think I've never had that....but only someone close to that. That's why I spill my heart onto my twitter and this blog...this is like my diary....my own little world....I can talk and talk....and not be afraid. But at the same time....I want somebody to view me in the same sense....I once thought I had that....but as of late....I'm trying to keep strong....holding back the tears literally....and just pouring my heart into my twitter and this blog. Everyone has a best friend....a brother/sister (not blood) that they can tell anything to, share secrets with, chill with, sit and do nothing and they still know what the other person is thinking....me....I have this blog....this blog is my life, my job, my friend, my diary, my hiding place..my happy place....my way of getting out of all this bs....all this drama....and all this unnecessary ish.....here's where I come to be myself. This is me, whether you like it or not....I'm not trying to impress anyone, I'm just being myself and expressing myself the best way I know how.

Help Me Help You...

By answering the POLLL.....lol thanks if you did :)

Lately...

I've been arguing, fighting, not seeing eye to eye with A LOT of people....maybe it's me....maybe it's not....honestly I'm tired of thinking about it....tired of the sleepless nights....tired of the words I never said. From this point on....it's all whatever to me...you have a problem with me, with what I say, you don't like me, like what I say, like this blog.....that's your issue....I'm tired with being like this all the time...the more that I think about it...the more I miss my cruise.....REAL TALKS down to earth, chill, relatable people I've never met before...yet I bonded with them so well....maybe I just need a change of scenery....damn....but real talks from now on....like Wayne said...

"I'm Ray Charles to the bull****.'

Random Thoughts

People don't change, you just get to know who they really are. All these people I thought I knew...they didn't 'change'....I'm just finally starting to see who they really are. I haven't 'changed', you're just finally starting to see who I am in the crowds upon crowds you call friends. Change....seems to be the topic as of late....I told you this blog is going through changes...lots of things ahead. The world is changing....times are changing...everything is constantly changing. Don't tell me I've change because you never really knew me...all those heart to heart conversations, real talks, deep talks....that was me approaching you. There was that occasional moment you would do the same to me....but most of the time it was me coming to you to talk about your ish...or to talk about my ish. You were so caught up with your millions of friends it's understandable, yet still hurtful that you couldn't take the time out for me anymore. I'm done with arguing with you, fighting with you....all this pointless back and forth ish....is tiresome, whatever happens, happens. I'm not mad, disappointed or anything...I'm normal...I'm good, but I'm not making the first move....it's time you did that.

People DON'T change.......you just get to know who they really are.

Random Thoughts

Bad Decisions, Good Intentions.

Pet Peeves

If it's not about the money, why are you mentioning it.....like seriously....

Sometimes, I just shut up and ignore my parents when they're ranting cuz I don't feel like arguing with them...

BANGER Of The Moment

Justin Bieber - How To Love
- first he killed Trust Issues, now this, wooow...

Confessions

And I ain't too proud to tell you that I cry sometimes, cry sometimes about it....

Avant - 4 Minutes

- from me to you...
2

From Me To You....

Goodbye, good night and good luck...

Me, Myself & My Thoughts

So I just took a walk by myself....chilled at the park....just with my own thoughts....I really needed that. Now just chilling, watching the VMA's....where Drizzy at?

Sidenote: Came home to find out my mom tried hooking me up with some church lady's daughter....cheeeeeeesed......

Random Thoughts

This is kinda weird...maybe creepy to some of you....but do you ever think what would happen if you died today? Specifically.....who would attend your funeral....how would people react....what would people say? I've always wondered that....aside from family obviously.....who would show up....who would cry....would people miss me...things like that. It's crazy how your life can flash before you in the blink of an eye and just like that everything and everyone you've ever known become distant memories. That's intense...lol

From Me To You....

It's crazy how you can be 2000 kilometres (1300 miles in your terms, I did the research ;)) away and still make me smile and feel better. It's been a week since I last saw you but it feels like it was only yesterday we just met. It's crazy how 2 complete strangers could become so close in less than a week and spill their hearts to each other with the other being so understanding and comforting. I miss you....

Confessions

I think I really do have trust issues....break it once and it'll take an eternity to get it back to the way it once was.

Real Talks Of The Moment

LOL Of The Moment

Justin Biever - Trust Issues

- HOLLLLAYYY.....THE KID J BIEBS GOES HAAAAARD ON DRAKE'S SONG....it'll probs get taken down soon so I'll try to update it with a better link that won't get removed

Mary J. Blige - Hurt Again

- her 'Growing Pains' album was actually reallly good....damn

LOL Of The Moment

Today...it occurred to me that as of late....more and more mans are ON this blog haaaard just to see how I'm feeling....what I'm thinking.....it's a nice feeling lol but at the same time....nuff mans are like actually trying to invade my privacy...that's not cool....I would say creeping, but mans would get offended so I'm gonna say ON the facebook....ON the twitter....damn son....reeeelax with that.

Kanye West - Heard'em Say

- featuring Adam Levine from Maroon 5.....old school Kanye was a beeeast...oh man

Kanye West - Can't Tell Me Nothing

- been jammin' to this song all day...

From Me To You....

This is to anyone who reads the blog......if you don't like what you read, don't read it. If you feel something is directed to you, it probably is....if you're hurt by my words....feel free to leave the page....or file a complaint. I've said this numerous times that I'll talk about whoever and whatever...if you don't like it, that's your problem. Some people have been complaining I don't say these things to people in person.....honestly, I can....but I don't like dealing with the drama, tears and all that ish....and a lot of the times, it comes to my mind at the randomest time.....so no...I'm not a coward....I'm not directly insulting people and calling them out...I'm just talking about things that happen in my life and how I feel about people...if I directly put people down or insult them....go ahead and call me out....this blog is headed for a lot of change....one thing that's gonna change is the layout and the quote you see under the title of the blog.....I have a few options in mind, but I'm really liking this one...

Censorship doesn't take a backseat to hurt feeling, we go hard 24/7, 365!!!

I've thought about a lot of others as well....

Going hard since 2009!!! (kinda lame?)

Est. since 2009...?

Going hard 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year.

And a LOT more...or I might just take something from a song like this one.....btw if you don't know, the current quote is from J. Cole - The Autograph

Throwback Of The Moment

Can't remember how long ago this was, but pretty sure I haven't told you guys this story, only a few people know of it lol it's pretty jokes. So I went to this church retreat with 2 friends and they ended up rooming together and I had to room with someone random. So I met the dude, his name was Conrad and he was a cool kid, older than me but a genuine nice and cool kid. We talked and ish.....found out we both play frisbee, work out, play sports, things of the sort. So getting to know each other throughout the first day was cool and all, played some frisbee, he helps out a lot around his church. So comes the night when we're sleeping and we had to share a bed cuz it was only one bed. So the lights are all off, we're sleeping and just talking about random stuff, life, problems things like that. so the conversation is over and we're both like aiiight I'm going to sleep later. 5 minute later he's like Rodmond? I'm like yeah....he's like I know we're in the same bed and all so no homo....but you're a really warm person....LOOOLLL at first I was like.....uh...I started feeling my head and hands...I'm like I'm not that warm? He's like nahh I meant you're a chill person, easy to get along and chill with. He's like when I first saw you I was like yeah that kid has swag and he's cool....and ish like that. So throughout the rest of the retreat we were like boys....just a random connection we had...he was a cool kid.....lol can't lie that actually made my night...he's like yeah you're cool to talk to and ish he's like you kinda talk like Timothy Dela Ghetto I as like lOOOL hahhaa it was jokes....but a good time nonetheless...won't forget you bro....

One Of Those Days..

My fault.....no posts today....just another one of those loaft days sorta....hit all you can eat sushi....it was pretty bomb...was more excited last time but still hyped nonetheless. Chilled at home, gamed with the homies then we all reached church. It was aiiight, a sudden chill night got spontaneously on the spot changed to half chill night half prayer night....it was aiiight, poor organization skills...both fellowships are gonna merge next week....obv good and bad things about that happening...we'll see...

Shoutouts

Shoutouts go out again....this time to HALF the people who answered the poll and aren't feelin' the poll....my heart goes out to you guys....hope you enjoyed your visit to the blog....I guess I shouldn't be expecting you to visit again since you aren't feelin' it....if you do keep visiting, I'm probs doing something right...LOL or I'm just really good at advertising...either or I'm fine with.

Real Talks Of The Moment

Trust is easy to lose but hard to come by. It takes a lifetime to build, strengthen and maintain....but one stupid mistake can ruin it or leave a permanent dent.

Random Thoughts

Ain't nothing worse than someone who says something to you but doesn't mean it.

Ain't nothing worse than someone telling you one thing but doing something else.

Don't be an internet/media friend.....where you tell me all this ish online, share your heart online, all that ish online....but in person you like freeze up and don't say nothing....c'mon son.

Usher - U Remind Me

Thrownback Urrrrsher goes sooooooo hard......
- "You remind me of a girl...that I....once knew, see her face whenever I...I look at you, won't believe all of the things...she put...me through, this is why I just can't get with you."

Today....

Has literally been the definition of loaft....just chilling at home all day, working out, gaming and just gathering my thoughts and being with myself...I like my alone time, trust. I like going out, but I don't get how people can go out everyday...or like have events after events, come home, sit for like 2 minutes, take a drink and you gotta go out again...granted I have days like those...but some days you just gotta chill at home and do nothing by yourself or with friends....I don't know how celebrities do it 24/7....I like my loaft days...wouldn't trade'em for the world cuz I know I'll miss'em when school starts or when I'm an adult and I have to work all day err day....but yeah....today was just loaft....loafting right now as well....hasn't hit me that school is literally right around the corner and nuff mans will be leaving.....guess it's back to the OG crew....

Words Of Wisdom

No I don't like you, I just thought you were cool enough to kick it. - Frank Ocean

Today....

Today can be simply defined as a bad day gone worse. I loafted at home all day (skipped the gym) cuz I wanted to sleep in cuz I was going to wonderland at like 4 ish. So they pick me up and I find out majority of them aren't going on the spot....so it's like the 6 of us. 1 couple is going so I knew they'd pretty much do their own thing...meaning just the 4 of us....doesn't matter, didn't let that get me down cuz I was legit excited to go on the rides....I don't buy season passes and I don't go often, I go like once a year maybe twice...so I get excited about this ish. Reached there around 5 cuz of traffic....got off, met with the peoples and went on the first ride. It was intense, like legit....I was like alright, it's gonna be a fun time, I'm ready. Then we go on this kiddy ride.....no joke like I could've took a nap on the ride only cuz some mans wanted to go on it, but I let that slide cuz I figured I'd still be able to go on the other rides at least. Halfway lining up for the kiddy ride, mans say it's okay just go on one of your other rides if you want....like you're gonna tell me that after we've been lining up for like 15 minutes...I might as well go on this ride so I don't feel like I stood around for nothing. After the kiddy ride, we go on 2 more rides...they were niiiice, real talks got the blood going and I was excited again...I was like mannn, can't wait to go on more.....THEN....mans are like uh there's a tornado warning or some next ish...so we're gonna dip early, and since they all came together and I only came with my other friend......it'd be waste if it was just me and him on a rollercoaster....and him being the pushover that he is was like ok we'll dip too. And it was like 8 o'clock....we were only there for 3 hours....the 4 rides combined for AT LEAST 30 minutes, meaning we spent MORE THAN half the time lining up. ON TOP of that it started raining.....so we had to dip anyways......me and my friend go outside to find out that they ALREADY DIPPED WITHOUT TELLING US.......are you serious......I was only cheesed that we had to go and I didn't get to go on enough rides....but when they dipped without telling us that's when it all came together and I got cheesed at everything. Wasting my money, wasting my time, going on that one WASTE kiddy ride when I could've lined up for something else, ONLY going on 4 rides, having to leave early, mans dipping without telling us......I could've just loafted at home....done something more productive.....today was legit a waste day.....didn't feel like talking to ANY of them. I know y'all are gonna read this probs...whatever....yee I ignored the calls and texts....trust you didn't wanna talk to me....I still am cheesed cuz I was SUPER excited to go on the rides...words can't explain what I'm feeling right now...disappointment, anger, frustration....damn....and it wasn't even about the money or the time in the first place...I was just reeeeeally hyped to go to wonderland and mans ruined it and the rest of my day. I know some people will read this and disagree, get upset, get angry.....that's your prerogative....I don't hold back just cuz feelings will be hurt.

Jam Of The Moment

Scrillex - Scary Monsters And Nice Sprites
- ohhkayyyy....I'm feelin' you dubstep....

Shoutouts

Shouts go out to...

- all my visitors from outside of Canada....I dunno how you found this blog....but I appreciate you coming, whether you like it or not....it means a lot to me

- anyone and everyone else who visits the blog, it means a lot that you guys actually take time out to scroll and look through the blog

- my SUPER fans/followers....who legit read all those long rants/posts/messages or actually can quote/know the blog better than me LOL

- my visitors who take time out to answer the poll....it's the little things that count, and I do appreciate it

- the people who have spread the word about my blog....it means the world to me....it's crazy to think how lazy and uncaring I was towards this blog when I first started...and now it's like a part time job kinda

LASTLY....

- special, loving, joyful shoutouts....go to the VERY FEW (or a lot...I'm not sure LOL) people....who have been there since the beginning in '09......you guys have been here since the beginning...seen this blog grow, change and become what it is today....you guys are sometimes taken for granted but are def mean the most to me because you were with me when this blog was nothing....when it was something on the side, something for fun or something I did only when I remembered....you guys have stuck with me from the beginning....to my short hiatus from the blog...all the way till now....I'm not sure how many people or if any people have actually been here for the long run...or close to it at least....but if anyone is out there....who legit remembers the blog in it's OG days....then you have my sincerest respect, thanks and appreciation...

OVERALL....

- shouts to anyone and everyone who has ever visited, spread, shared, liked, disliked, favourited, bookmarked (etc, etc) this blog......you guys all have contributed to what this blog has become....

THANK YOU FROM THE DEEPEST AND MOST LOVE FILLED PART OF MY HEART.....WHERE WOULD THIS BLOG BE WITHOUT YOU GUYS....I'D BE TALKING TO MYSELF.....THANKS AND I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!!!

J. Cole - Lost Ones

This song goes soooo hard.....there was a poll in the recent while that asked you if you liked J. Cole or Big Sean better....Big Sean has more swag but J. Cole's lyrics are soooooooo inspirational......sometimes, you people need to stop being so critical and listen PAST the swear words and listen to the words. J. Cole is one of them dudes who ALWAYS goes hard....but again people hear a swear word and think the song is bad....or hear the beat and suddenly think the song is too bad or ugly....people these days....do you judge a book by its cover...a person by their looks....c'mon son.

From The Heart: Education

Wrote this while on the cruise....but haven't done one of these from the hearts in a while....

So Day 5 of the cruise....when I was sitting by myself watching ball, one dude I met came to me. His name was Alfonso and he asked me how old I looked, he's like def in your 20's right, I'm like nah man 19, you. He said he was 24 (kinda looked like it). So yeah, he was from New Orleans but came on the cruise with his fam, I met his cousin from Houston. Anyways, I've seen him on the ball court plenty of times, but never sat down and talked with him before. He's like you still in school, I'm like yeah going into my second year, you...you're done right? He said nah...apparently he dropped out, didn't ask details cuz that's rude. But yeah....I was saying I was in Kinesiology, etc. And I asked him what's up....he's like yeah man, I f'ed it all up, I had a kid when I was younger and now me and my ex aren't together. She lives in Houston with the kid and he lives in New Orleans. But he says he goes to Houston frequently to visit her, his kid and his fam so that's convenient. But yeah then I told him my brother dropped outta college as well, but I said my parents were like money's not an issue, if you want you can go back...but he decided to work and he still is. And Alfonso was like oh man...I would love to go to school, but I can't (didn't ask why cuz it seemed rude) and he's like yeah I'm looking for work or tryna take classes to increase my skills. I was like yeah man...it's not always about your academics or scholarly things. Some companies will prefer a person who can simply talk to customers or has good communication skills over someone who has everything on paper, but can't talk to people. Or small skills like speaking multiple languages is something companies look for. You just have to pick something you're interested in and build skills towards that. And we started talking about school and ish and he was saying it's hard sometimes cuz you don't always get a job after university...but then I said that's why you gotta either choose something you like, so you'll end up with a job you like so at least if it's not that great pay, you'll still love doing it, or pick a diverse field with a lot of things you can go into, that way in one option doesn't work for you, you still have multiple others. He told me this talk really inspired him....and that he'll really take heed to what I said...but at the same time, it made me really value my education....cuz he was saying school is really important, it's sad to see he wants to, really wants to go to school....but can't.....and my bother sits at home on his computer all day or at work all day with the chance to go back to school and be somebody but chooses not to. It really makes me value school, the dollar and hardwork in general.

Usher - Confessions Part 2

LOL Of The Moment

The awkward moment when someone comes to me and is like hey is this post on the blog about me....I'm all like uhhh...... *walks away* LOOOOL

SMH Of The Moment

People who go on facebook just to creep....they don't talk to nobody, update nothing, post nothing....they just creep people....smfh.....

Cover Of The Moment

Boyce Avenue & Tiffany Alvord - Jar Of Hearts (Christina Perri)
- not sure if I posted this before...but when the cover is better than the original...oh man...

Shoutouts

Shoutouts to the 8 people (for now) who aren't feeling the blog (see poll if you don't know what I'm talking about).....I still got love for you even if you don't got love for the blog....if you're reading this, it means you came back...not sure why if you weren't feeling it....LOL

Random Thoughts

In life...everything you do, there are gonna be people who like it, like you, support you and things of the sort....and there are gonna be people who can't stand it, who wanna bring you down and see you fail. The key is not let those people get to you. Michael Jordan is considered the greatest basketball player of all time....you think everybody liked him? No....and if he cared about all the people that liked him..he wouldn't be able to achieve all the things he has done so far cuz he'd be too busy trying to cater to everyone. Just like this blog...there are gonna be people who like it...and gonna be people who dislike it...the key to this blog is I don't care what any of you think LOOOOL. I love all my viewers to death...but like I'v said time and time again, this blog caters to no one....so if you don't like it, that's your beef, feel free to never visit again....but if you do like it...and you do support what I'm doing/trying to do...then daps to you.

"People say you can't please everybody, I say why not try...think of all the people you will please along the way." - Kanye West

- kinda contradictory to what I'm saying but in a way it's not as well....don't worry about what all the negative things people say about you or all the things people dislike about you...think of all the people who are supporting you, who always encourage you and all the positive things you have going in your life....

MY CRUISE

I know y'all been waiting for this....or some of you at least...lol all of this was pre-written....legit written during the times of the actual events, I wrote all of these during my cruise cuz I'd def forget if I came home and tried to write it all so here it goes copy and pasted from my laptop....

Day 1
So the taxi comes at 1 to drive us to the Buffalo airport cuz there were no flights from T.O. to New Orleans. So from Buffalo we flew to Cleveland on a reeeeeeally small plane I might add (luckily it was for less than an hour), we then waited for an hour....then flew from Cleveland to New Orleans (a reeeeally small plane again, but luckily less than 2 hours). We taxi to the cruise check in, waiting, yada yada, finally get in....looking around....hardly any asian people (YEEEE BUDDDDY). Lots of white LG's :P I'm excited hahahha. So had lunch (it was aiiight) walked around for a while...good news, theres a gym.....bad news there's a ball court and it's small and it's outside in the blazing sun. Anyways, I need to hopefully make some friends...maybe find a nice girl....but reeeeal talks there are some legit cute girls here... :). So far I'd it's okay...I'd still rather be at home...walking around with my rents really isn't that fun, we're in the room right now just chilling....almost 8 which is dinner time, writing this from my laptop, hopefully I can get wifi, but you gotta pay per hour or something. They show movies here on deck and stuff so people just chill and tan and watch movies on this big screen outside but it's soo hot....still need to find another human being to chill with....-_-. First day here and already homesick....not a good sign....great. So we had dinner then my rents did their own thing and I went to the top of the cruise to just chill, look at the lights, feel the wind just me and my thoughts. Didn't get to workout today or play ball cuz it was really crowded so I was like nah...hopefully tomorrow. Went home to take a shower, rents weren't home yet so went back out to the top of the cruise to just chill by myself again.....sometimes that's what you need...to be alone with your own thoughts...that's what I like.....that was an okay first day.

Day 2
So today was the first full day at sea, travelling to Progresso, Mexico, so we'd be on the ship the whole day. Woke up at like 12 ish, went to lunch till like 2 ish. Rents went to some painting auction so I decided to do my own thing. Today made me realize why I didn't wanna go in the first place...I was waking around by myself for the longest time...it was sooo hot outside so I didn't wanna go play ball. Decided to hit the gym for like 45 min....walked around a bit more....saw my rents and chilled in the room for a while then went out to play ball but it was crowded so I was like nah...played mini golf and ping pong with dad. But see....when I found out my bro didn't wanna go, I didn't wanna go cuz I knew I'd be chilling myself or waling with rents, cheesed. In the room right now, chilling, waiting till dinner time. After dinner, was gonna sit on the deck and watch a movie on the big screen but not a lot of kids were playing ball so I wen to play ball at like round 10 ish for like 3-4 hours. I met a lot of kids and they were really cool. They were all from the States, more so from Texas and they were all surprised I was from Canada and came all this way. I think I was the oldest there....all the kids were like 14-17 but they were mad tall. Soo anyways, I was playing ball with 3 other kids, playing 2 on 2 for a while....my partner was this tallll black dude whom I found out was only 14....damn lol. So anyways when we were playing ball, I noticed this blonde white girl kept coming back and forth sitting down to watch us play...she was a cutie....and when 2 of the mans left and it was only me and my partner, she came in and said hi to me and we started talking LOOOL. Just the usual stuff, etc, etc, I found out her name was Samantha, she was from Florida and she was 18. She said I was cute lol hahah I was deff smiling....so we talked and she said she hoped to see me tomorrow. LOOOLL anyways it's like almost 2 am now, chilling in the room....today was productive...played ball...found a cutie :).....hahahaha not a bad second day.


Day 3
So today the cruise ship stopped at Progress, Mexico. Had to wake up at like 10 am for breakfast and get off the ship. Took a shuttle bus to some shopping place, which turned out to be a really waste flea market. Rents bought some small things, souvenirs, etc....ultimately we were gonna stay for a while cuz it was supposed to be nice, but it was hot and the flea market was lame so we left in like half an hour. Went back to the cruise, had lunch, then walked around with rents for a bit. Now back at the hotel just chilling, watching tv and writing this....probs gonna workout later or play ball, come back and shower....go to dinner then play ball again or find Samantha and just chill :). This trips starting to not be so bad I guess haha just needed time. Alright so here's where the day got EXCITING...first we had dinner, yeah yeah yeah, then went to play ball....it was empty surprisingly so I played by myself for a good 20 minutes. The black guy that I played with the first time came and brought 2 friends (Anthony 17) and Joe (14....he also looks like Justin Bieber, so that's what I called him. LOL so we played, got to know each other, they were real cool kids...from Texas haha....nice and all, traded info, etc, etc. It was like 11 and we see these 3 mans coming to the court....a tall black kid..1 tall white kid (Tyler) and another white kid named Drew I met earlier and he was a nice kid. Now as soon as I saw them walking towards the court...something about them hit me and in my head I was like alright, I don't like them...cuz they have some swagger about them that they think they probably run this court. So they come in and ask for the ball and first thing they do is see if they can dunk it....they couldn't but they tried to show off....Anthony and Joe aren't that tall....around my height ish. So we play 3 on 3, me Anthony, Joe vs those 3 kids. Now remember how I said I was the oldest...this holds true cuz though they were taller than me I could tell they were much younger. So the Tyler kid....had cocky written all over him...I could tell he thought he was amazing and the black dude was talking nuff ish before the game even started, Drew was a nice quiet kid. Anyways the game starts and suddenly.....like a group of people just crowd around...no clue where they came from...white kids, black kids, white girls, and Samantha :). So I was like wtf...we have an audience...at 11 at night...wow....now I'm not the greatest basketball player...but I hustle, I'm dedicated and if I put my mind to something, it'll get done. So as soon as the game starts...the black guy is pushing me here and there....not going for he ball, I calmly say...bro that's a foul....watch that push...he kept doing it and I was like alright, so that's the kinda game it's gonna be. I pushed him, boxed him out, posted him, used my body and my weight (benefits of working out kids) and totally abused him even though he was taller than me. The game was intense with everybody going super hard....everyone that was watching had the impression these 3 tall kids gotta be smashing these 3 little mans....we handled them 11-6. Those mans were talking so much ish and they left with their heads down. Words were said and the game got REALLY physical....but I'm not a jerk, I just wanted to show them we wouldn't back down or get bullied or let them intimidate us and push us around. So after the game I went to the black dude and was liek my bad, it got physical, it's only basketball, etc, etc. He's like yeah I get frustrated when I play, sorry, etc, etc. After the game, the crowd like rushed the court and were HYPING upppppp......all the mans were dapping us and all the girls were like going wild...not sure why LOL. Nuff mans were telling me good game, random girls came up and introduced themselves and all that ish, no jokes.....but I only had my eye on one...I had like tunnel vision cuz everyone was around me and all I saw was Samantha...lol...she hugged me and we just took a walk...away from all the excitement and ish, we chilled till like 1 am or something like that and I walked her home and we hugged again....she deff gives me butterflies. Anyways went back out to the ball court to play and during the game the ball popped...LOOOL and the place was closed so we couldn't get another ball...so me Joe, Anthony just chilled on the deck just loafting and talking about the good game we just had....they're real cool kids...anyways dipped home at like 2 ish and crashed.

Day 4
Woke up today at like 11 ish, went to lunch..had a BOMBBBB turkey wrap. Dipped from the ship to Cozumel, Mexico to shop around, took a taxi downtown and shopped for a bit...it was sooo hot. Hipped back to the ship around 2 ish, got a quick snack (2 more turkey wraps lOOOL) then chilled in the room till 3. Hit the gym for an hour then balled for like 3 hours ish or so...nuffff mans came out to play....so it was real fun cuz we played 3 on 3 and just kept rotating winning team stays on....it was me Anthony and another black kid I met and we smaaaashed. LOl on another note...I met this black dude names Sir Henry....hahahhhaa thats actually his name.....so jokes. After ball, I found Sam and chilled with her for a bit, I think we're chilling later. Just chilling in the room right now, waiting for dinner...Sam is legit a real cutie....from her smile to her blue eyes....I really feeling her. Just had dinner, then went to play ball, no one was there..played by myself for a bit...these 2 black mans and 2 white girls came in and played, they dipped but 1 of the white girls stayed back and she was like hey I've seen you on the ball court here and there you're really good and she was like do you workout....LOOOLLL.....she was like yeah that's my sister...I don't really know those guys. She's like I'm Melissa, I said I was Rodmond I'm 19, etc, etc....and I asked her the same....NOOOO LIEEEE, she took my hand and was like how old do you want me to be....LOOOOLLL smhhhhhhhhhhh.....at that point I was like man this girl is easy...that's not how I do things....so I talked to her for a bit...and she was throwing herself at me but I was like I gotta go find somebody....etc, etc. Anyways....dipped from the ball court walked around for a few minutes...then went back cuz I was bored lol....had some sollid games with some legit mans finally....played till like 11 ish....saw Sam and we chilled, talked, laughed....haven't had that much fun in a long time...she's genuinely a sweet, cute and nice girl. We stayed out till like 2 ish cuz tomorrow' is sea day....going back to New Orleans, so we can wake up late. Walked her back to her room and hugged her and she kissed me on the cheek......definitely made my day.....oh man....

Day 5
Woke up late today at like 12 ish. Went for lunch, it was pretty bad...worst meal of the cruise....dutty salad, chose a burger which was aiiight, dessert was a chocolate sundae....they gave me ONE SCOOP of vanilla ice cream with a tiny bit of chocolate syrup and a PINCH of nuts...the fam beside us were so cheesed they left before dessert LOOOL. Anyways, after lunch, rents went to do their thing....so I went to play ball....had to take my shirt off cuz I was wearing nice pants and a nice shirt and didn't wanna sweat in them (working out pays off for that beach body kids). Anyways these 2 seeeeeeeeeexy asian girls came by and sat down for the longest time. So I took a break from ball and sat on a lawn chair....one of them comes and shes like hey I'm Jamie and she was I 17 I think...LOL. But she was from Texas so she had the cuuuuuutest accent an asian girl can ever have LOL. So I went home to chill for a bit and change into ball clothes. Anyways while balling, it was me and a few others until this group of black kids (recognized some) came. We started a game...and THIS KID....like a head shorter than me and like 3 pounds lighter than me....goes off and starts pushing me...steps on my shoe and pushes me so I fall, scores ONCE on me and HYPES up.....I was like wow...that's how you wanna play...this is the kind game it's gonna be....he's like YEAH and throws the ball in a fit of rage to the ground.....I took the ball and threw it at his face....that's when ish got serious cuz this next big black kid I know from the other team was about to scrap Drew, the kid from day 3.....so I had to stop them...and put my ish with the waste kid aside....I stopped their beef and went to the waste kid and said sorry cuz I'm not a dick...though I know I would've eaten him for breakfast. Anyways...played ball for a bit more...saw the seeeexiest black girl ever.....she was like a miniature Gabrielle Union (google her if you don't know her). LOL I told you this cruise had nufffff LG's.....damn. Anyways, chilled with Samantha again, I really like her...but I know I can't and shouldn't develop feelings for her cuz she lives in Florida....I know this is a one time thing, but she's such a nice girl, cute, simple, sweet, genuine....damn. So anyways....back at the room, chilling before dinner, at dinner, said goodbye to the people at our table, our 2 waiters (who were super cool) then went home to change and play ball again. It was fun....the last night...lots of people came out to play or watch or chill. Said goodbye to a lot of the kids I met, switched infos with some of them so we can stay connected. The rest of this sounds like some love story LOOOL....but after saying goodbye to everyone....I see Sam sitting on a lawn chair just chilling looking at the sky....I went and sat beside her and we just talked. I told her I thought she was really nice, genuinely sweet and that I haven't met a girl like her in a long time. She told me that I was easy and fun to talk to....cute, caring and just all that stuff. I liked her, she liked me....but we both talked it out and we knew this was just a one time thing/heat of the moment....it's very unrealistic that we'd continue this outside of the cruise cuz it'd be too difficult. We agreed we wouldn't switch infos or keep in contact and just leave a last memory of each other instead of trying to make it work and only end up hurting each other. We just held each other for a while....and we kissed....and....it's unexplainable all the things I was feeling and all the things running through my head....I met this girl and got to know her in less than a week and we became such great friends...it's crazy. We chilled into the night....just talking about our lives....and ish like that....we promised that we'd never forget each other....I walked her back to her room one final time....part of me didn't wanna let her go when I was hugging her....part of me wanted our kiss to last....and part of me wanted her to come back with me.....but she closed the door and I walked back up to the top of the cruise with me and my thoughts....I reflected....on the cruise.....all the people I met, things I did....and all the things me and her did....she made my night, she made my trip, she made it all worthwhile...and I'll never see her again.....I'll miss you but I'll never forget you....thanks for making this all worthwhile Samantha. I love you....


If you legit read all the way down here and read every word...wow...congrats to you....but uh yeah....me and Sam did end up adding each other....we're talking...and we're cool....we've both moved on...but we still have the memories we shared together....

LOL Of The Moment

The Raptors BOTTOM Ten Plays
- which means their worst...LOOOL

Inspiration Of The Moment

If you play ball, watch ball or just like ball....you really need to take a minute to just take in this picture, admire it and really appreciate it. Michael Jordan played, won and celebrated like a true champion, the emotion on his face tells you that all the hard work, tough games, long days at the gym paid off....I love his expression on his face, it's not cocky or arrogant but humble, appreciative and thankful. Damn....

BANGER Of The Moment

The Game - Good Girls Go Bad feat. Drake

The Moffats - Girl Of My Dreams

Home all day, meaning a full days worth of blogging....just relaxing and ish today cuz the rest of the week is pretty busy with just chilling with people and meeting with people to sell books or other ish and hitting the gym, etc, etc....taking today out to chill, watch some shows, maybe game a bit lol...mood music for you...

VERY IMPORTANT, PLEASE READ

As you know I created a poll the day before I left for a cruise and when I came back I was absolutely SHOCKED to see that the most people weren't feeling the blog :(.......so as of September 1st, I'm gonna be taking a break from the blog....not shutting it down...just saying brb for a bit.....since most of you guys don't like this blog, I'll stop flooding your facebook home pages and you'll never have to worry about accidentally clicking this link ever again, for the time being at least. I'm not sure how long this'll be for but yeah...it's def not an easy decision for me, but if you guys aren't feeling it, there's no point for me to continue doing it. Thanks for understanding.



























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JOOOOOOOOOOOOOKES.......LOOOLL.....please son....this blog ain't shutting down....not even if people riot, protest or throw eggs at my door. You guys voting that you aren't feeling this blog only means I gotta work harder so you do feel it, meaning I'm a flood your facebook home pages DOUBLE TIME.....LOOOL jokes...if you don't like it, thats your dilemma, i'm cool with that....if you don't liek this blog, feel free never to come back....it's kinda pointless to come back to something just to say you don't like it...kinda a waste of your time don't you think? LOOL....but uh....anyways...recap.....we got 30,000k coming up......the 2nd birthday of the blog coming back.....we're ending 2011 with a bang I promise and welcoming 2012 with open arms....stick with me....it's gonna be a wild ride.

Random Thoughts

White girls are the ish...they're the real deal....no jokes LOOL going on a cruise where the majority of the people were white....and from Texas. If they weren't from Texas it was somewhere from the U.S. Coming from Markham sometimes I get tired of asian girls...they're too shy, uptight and ish....white girls are genuinely sweet and friendly....LOOL oh man....shouts to Sam :) You know I have to embarrass you later on, get ready :)

J. Cole - Workout

Saaaaay word the video came out...man you miss a lot when you're on a boat...LOL

Motivation Of The Moment

Kobe Bryant - If You Really Want It

Random Thoughts

I promised some real talks, cruise summary, words of wisdom, life lessons, etc...don't worry...but right now...I dunno....it's really true that you get into the biggest fights with the people you care the most about. It's cuz you care so much about that person and you value the friendship/relationship so much you'll do anything to make it work/maintain it. I dunno....sometimes I feel I care too much and it's not reciprocated.

SMH Of The Moment

At my "friends" who use this blog as an easier way to find out how I feel. Like I write out how I feel on this blog....cuz it's hard for me to go to everyone and be like hey can I talk to you about something. I have VERY FEW people I can actually go to and I have VERY FEW people who actually come to me in person and do that. If I care about you, you'll know it cuz I'll be all up in your grill if you don't have a smile on your face and I'll be all up in your business tryna find out why. I'm not saying I except the same....but I'm disappointed when people use my blog and be like yo I read this bro...what's wrong....like are you serious....my life isn't some novel where you ask me about the next chapter or what happened 2 chapters ago. I dunno are my expectations too high?

Drake - Bad Meaning Good

How've You Been?

Man it feels like I've been gone for months lol....I'm still in the New Orleans airport right now, just chilling....flight is in less than an hour....I think it's like a 2 hour flight to ATL....then not sure how long the wait is....then flying from ATL back home to Toronto......can't wait....gonna be home at like 10 ish....gotta shower, and just sleep.....in my bed....shower in my shower...I'm picky with these things. Gotta catch up on the blog, youtube ish and everything. Got church tomorrow early morning, I have a softball game tomorrow, I don't think i'm gonna play cuz I have blisters and shin splints...whole body is sore and ish of all that sort....it's our last game, so I'm really disappointed that I can't play. Well I can...but I know I shouldn't cuz I'll only bring my team down or further injure myself....it sucks....anyways, gonna save all my other posts for later tonight or tomorrow but defff everything will be running on Monday...unless I go out, cuz supposedly my friends have plans for me....cheesed lol. We'll see.....

Hello There

Coming to you from the New Orleans airport...yee buddy, they have free wifi but I only have 35% battery and there aren't any outlets LOL cheesed...gotta take it easy I guess.....trust when I say I have so much to blog about it's not even funny lol.....I'll have a summary of my 5 days at seas, deep talks/real talks with people I met, things I learned/came to my mind while on the cruise....it'll be worth reading, trust....

WHAAAAAA GWAN

COMING TO YOU LIIIIVE FROM MY CRUISE.....going back to New Orleans atm....should be there in the morn...flight's at 3:45 so'll be back around 10 ish......yeeeeee budddddyyyyyy...BLOGGING FROM MY CRUISE......sooo much to talk about....but don't worry....when I get back.....there's gonna be A LOT OF WORDS ON THIS BLOG....for those who say I put too many video....EFF YALL JOOOKES.....but I love my ball fam.....playing from lunch till dinner....dinner till midnight....love y'all......I love my girl....Samantha, you made my cruise....nuff said....you're nice, sweet, cute, genuine...and you have an amazing smile and beautiful eyes.....I'm gonna get mushy soon but real talks....I have SO MUCH to talk about....real talks, deep talks, words of wisdom, life lessons...ALL THAT GOOD STUFF.......stay tuned

See Ya Later

I'm leaving in less than 2 hours. Cab's gonna pick us up....2 hour or smt drive to Buffalo...wait an hour....fly to Cleveland or ATL...not sure....then wait a bit more, then fly to New Orleans where the cruise is. Taxi is to the cruise....first 2 days we're just chilling in the cruise....4th, 5th we're heading out of the ship to see what's around....6th day we're in the ship/coming back. So I'll be back Saturday night at like 10 ish....expect just a small post maybe, saying i'm back....Sunday might not be able to post...church early morn, rest, softball game, sleep....Monday for sure will be a full day's worth of catching up on my life, uploading pics, etc. UNLESS.....internet is free (hopefully) in the cruise....then I'll be in my cabin all day LOL jokes....I'll post at least once a day if there is free internet. If not....this will be the last post until I get back....see ya later....just because I'm not posting doesn't mean you can't visit this blog on a daily/consistent basis. I'm very sure you haven't read/seen all of the posts.....take this time to view some of my older posts....or even my suuuper old posts....when I was more immature lol....thanks and see you Saturday.

The Weeknd - High For This

Random Thoughts

Church really does bring people together from all different walks and cliques of the world. You and I are so different....yet we're so similar at the same time. If I were to see you randomly at school or somewhere....I would've never thought we'd become friend and ish. So this is for you....my dude......"Live On This Sh*t" cuz I know you're gonna read this. I really appreciate all the real talks we have. We've been having a lot of those lately....we've been chilling, gaming and becoming closer. The thing I love about you is that we can talk about literally anything for hours....gaming, epic meal time, basketball, me smashing you in 2k, life, girls....you know. We joke about everything with each other but that's what makes our friendship so jokes....I'm really glad you're becoming closer to God as well....talking with you today.....your words were from your heart and God was speaking through you. It wasn't until today that my eyes were really opened to how great a friend you really were lol.....just talking to you for the rest of the night made my day real talks....the laughs and jokes, etc. You really are a good friend....and I know...or hope at least that you read this lol....you're my brother in Christ....my brother from another mother....since you're always at my house LOL. I got love and respect for you bro....thanks for being there and having just an outgoing and random personality lol.

Random Thoughts

Sometimes I get the feeling when I'm writing on this blog....that I have to be careful what I say, or I'll offend people who read it. Sometimes I stop and think of dumbing down by thoughts to please people who read it, sometimesI have to reread what I wrote to change things up because I feel it doesn't sound right. Then I really re-examine this blog in it's entirety and the meaning of it. Like I've said countless of times, though I don't mention names on this blog...if I'm talking about somebody....you'll know who it is, if I'm talking about you, you'll know if it's you. I write from my heart.....mistakes and typos and all. That's what makes this blog so real and relatable to you I guess. Cuz I speak about whatever, I talk about things people are afraid to talk about. I talk about issues in my life, people in my life and everything of the sort, if my posts don't impress you enough, feel free to leave and never come back. I've said countless of times this blog doesn't cater to you guys.....it's just a place for me to be me.....but at the same time I do try to post a variety of things because I know without you guys, I'd be talking to myself and the Blogger team lol. Thanks for sticking with me this far....and special thanks to all those people who actually visit the blog on a daily/consistent basis and take the time to read posts like these.....YOU GUYS.....mean the world to me.

Random Thoughts

Sometimes.....I wish that.....my church had more girls.....not so I can chop/flirt with them, I know that's what a lot of other guys are thinking. But just to talk to them....get to know them...build close relationships with them. Sometimes, I get so sick of talking to the same girls over and over again. I'm not trying to be picky, but they always have the same perspective, same problems, same responses to my problems....and perhaps I'm too comfortable with them or too use to them....but sometimes I just want a fresh face...or someone new I can talk to. Yeah there are other girls in my church but that's iffy.....I just want someone around my age or my age....to just talk to....I'm close to some of the girls at my church but lately I've been feeling distanced from them. You have no idea how bad I want a girl to talk to sometimes....cuz sometimes a guy or a girl just needs the opposite sex to talk to cuz they're just more understanding. There are some things you can't always talk to your boys about. I dunno....and I know they're probably gonna read this but whatever....I don't censor myself for anything or anybody. I just really wish I could talk to other people sometimes, develop some new relationships....I dunno, maybe I'm just tired...or maybe I'm not.....I'm gone for the night....ez.

Words Of Wisdom

I'm not afraid of dying, I'm afraid of not trying. - Jay-Z

Bow Wow - You Can Get It All

feat. Johnta Austin
- this was hot back in the day....I was really anticipating his album...it was okay....not good, not great...it was aiiight

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

To the blog.....lol jokes....nah um......happy birthday to my bro the original Justin Bieber Jr......no matter how you cut your hair....that's what I'm gonna call you. Didn't wanna embarrass you by putting this on your fb wall.....and twitter def doesn't have enough characters for this. But um....I've gotten to know you more throughout these past few years....granted I don't know you as well as others...or as well as I'd want....but I treat you like the little brother I never had. You're my fave of all the little kids....don't tell them lol....yeee you're still a little kid. I joke around with you and bully you....but I got you son....if you ever get into a scrap, I got you. You're growing so fast....you're taller than me now... #cheesed. Anyways hope you have a great birthday....you're 16, cherish it cuz before you know it....you're gonna be 18 and off to university. Have a special birthday, you deserve it bro...stay safe and God Bless.

BANGER Of The Moment

JRA - Thinkin' About You (Frank Ocean Cover)
- dude is melting my heart man....giving me goosebumps...I just had to post it again

Random Thoughts

Yeeeee budddyyy.....my sushi craving is FINALLY about to be fulfilled....you know, you know...

Kina Grannis - Skyscraper

Demi Lovato Cover
- have I mentioned how cute she is...or how much I love her....wow she's amazing....

Random Thoughts

Guess we weren't as close as I thought.....you can't even look at me....you serious....whatever then.

Random Thoughts

It feels....like our church is getting bigger and bigger. But at the same time, the original people and core of the church are leaving....meaning yeah, we might have a bit church...but we're not close to one another. That's why I make such an effort to bond with the kids and younger mans....they're honestly the future of the church, they just don't know it yet. I see so much potential, growth and hunger in them.....they just don't know it yet. Some people mature faster than others, but I've been here long enough to know that I've seen growth in all of them, whether they know it or not. On the other hand....we have some people leaving...whether they've been here all their lives, or come in randomly and I became close to them. A lot of people I call close friends at church will be leaving...only to be seen occasionally or even rarely. That scares me....that I might be losing close friends, brothers, sisters...but at the same time...it gives me the opportunity to grow, teach and be a role model for the younger ones...grow closer to them...and also develop to bonds....or strengthen the ones that are still there. At the same time....we don't have an english pastor right now....so the youth HAVE to step up to take up leadership roles and cover for one another...that's what a church is all about...teamwork, unity and cohesiveness. I dunno man...lately I've felt distanced from some people, fallen apart from some people, and closer to some people. All I know is that in the next few months...our church will be really put to the text....we're already standing on thin ice....and the pressure will only continue to build...whether we can still grow as a church without an english pastor. Every church has hidden problems under all the songs, laughs and ish....hopefully we can pull through and just put everything into God's hands and he will provide. Whatever the future holds....He will lead us there....and if things are or aren't meant to be....we'll soon find out. All these relationships with people that I have...I'm putting in into his hands....people I've distanced myself from or have distanced from me, people who I've lost touch with or have lost touch with me, people who have growing to do or people I'm growing closer to.....all that good stuff...I leave in good hands.

Words Of Wisdom

You never get to see it coming, you just get to see it go. - Drake

So.....

My mindset about this cruise has kinda changed...me and my mom are on good terms....nothin' but love. I'm gonna use this time (5 days) to really do my thing, chill away from everything. All the familiar places, faces, things, people, etc. I'm gonna use this opportunity to meet at least one new person....and maybe a nice girl to talk to and get to know :) that would just be a bonus...but definitely just get my mind off everything...especially since school is starting...just really relax with my rents, my music and my surroundings.

Random Thoughts

Disappointment after disappointment....you just keep letting me down. But then again...I keep putting my faith in you that you won't, so that's my fault.

Usher - Burn

Oh man....this song takes me back years....haha Usher killed it back then....this was the jam....

Me, Myself & I

The Daily Routine....on the grind 24/7, 365....no day offs, no breaks.....straight rippin' it...

Tiffany Alvord & Boyce Avenue - Jar Of Hearts

I defff prefer this over the original....lol doesn't that happen a lot to you? You hear a cover of a song and it's totally better than the original....haha

Random Thoughts

Call me a hopeless romantic...or an old school type a fella....but sometimes I just want...
- somebody I can chill with at 1 am....take walks with, talk with...and just chill
- somebody I can talk to on msn or on the phone with all night
- somebody that can come over unannounced and decide to sleep over and we just chill
- somebody who lives near me that I can just go to when I don't feel like being home and vice versa
- somebody who understands....and won't judge me....but'll comfort me instead

I just want somebody to be there....I promise I'll always be there for you...

Around The World

Been a while since I checked/updated the list of countries my blog has hit....last time it was like what 60 something? Let's recount shall we...

Canada, USA, Denmark, India, China, Iran, South Africa, Australia, Philippines, United Kingdom, Portugal, Mexico, Singapore, Hong Kong, Ghana, Germany, Croatia, Netherlands, Russia, United Arab Emirates, Japan, South Korea, Egypt, Austria, Puerto Rico, Ukraine, Trinidad and Tobago, Burundi, Lituania, Poland, Turkey, Georgia, Mauritius, Guatemala, Italy, Brazil, Montenegro, Malaysia, Benin, Bulgaria, Hungary, Slovenia, Greece, Panama, Netherlands Antilles, Hungary, Pakistan, Indonesia, Taiwan, Suriname, Saint Kitts and Nevis, Barbados, Bahamas, Cayman Islands, Finland, Saudi Arabia, Macau, Thailand, Nigeria, New Zealand, Venezuela, Vietnam, Slovakia, Bermuda, France, Norway, Liechtenstein. Lebanon, Macedonia (FYROM), Anguilla, Albania, Finland, Cyprus, Jordan, Jamaica, Colombia, Guam, Switzerland, Ireland, Latvia, Romania,

EIGHTY TWO COUNTRIES FOLKS.....that's crazy....we got milestones everywhere.....almost 100 countries, almost 30K hits, almost 2nd anniversary....2011 is looking BRIGHT for the blog. Stay up!

Drake - A Night Off

feat. Lloyd
- sometimes when you're working super hard....24/7, 365, you just need a night off....

Pet Peeves

Hahhahaah I just found this one on my phone...yee I write things in my notes on my phone so I don't forget them....

On facebook...all that spam ish...
- like this and I'll tell you how cool you are, how hot you are....you serious bro...

here's mine...

like this and I'll tell you if you're waste mans or not...

Drake - Brand New

The first Drake song I ever heard and it still hits me hard.....why can't he sing more...hollaay....

Random Thoughts

I'm starting to be on Twitter more than I'm on Facebook....but nothing can compare to the blog for sure....Tumblr's climbing back up there....you know....

Anyways....I'll reiterate this....though I've posted this before....but there are some people who you don't need to know anything about...something about them just irks you and you have a random dislike for them. No reason whatsoever....you just do....people probs feel that about me...and it doesn't bother me...but I have that feeling about others as well....you take one look at the person and you're like, I don' like them...simple as that.

Pet Peeves

Bout to go HAM on this one...

floppers
- oh man....don't make a plan with me if you don't intend to keep it

bandwagoners
- be proud of whatever you represent, if its a bad team or whatever, don't hop on something cuz it's the it thing...be original...be a trendsetter not a follower

people who reply really slow/don't reply at all
- you don't deserve a response from me period

people who wear:
snapbacks - y'all killed the trend...it's supposed to be retro...you serious bro?

goodwood - get a real chain....not some plastic piece of wood

g shocks - get a real watch...some mans over colour coordinate too much

skinny skinny jeans - are you homosexual?

BUT...I DEFINITELY BY FAR...OF THE LISTED...HATE, HATE, HATE....slow responses/no responses.....like seriously....

Real Talks Of The Moment

The Weeknd Acapella

Real talks he has such a soothing voice....you can sleep to his songs....oh man....it's amazing

2Pac - Pac's Life

feat. Ashanti, T.I.
- mood music....2Pac always hits home...

Wanna Get Deezed?

So throughout this summer...I decided not to get a job....and instead my occupation would be hitting the gym everyday....well on those days where I decided to take a day off....this is what I did to replace the day I missed (aside from weights and stuff)....this dude is absolutely jacked and I DARE, DOUBLE DARE, TRIPLE STACK LAYER DARE YOU....to try this at home....it looks easy.....(see if you think so after the 9 minutes are up)....it's pretty fun (until the last 2 sets haha)....but try it....it's great for cardio....bun that running outside or on a treadmill.....this is equivalent if not better than that....step your game up boys...

Fabolous - Can't Let You Go

feat. Lil Mo
- a few days ago my friend came over and his friend was bumping this in his car....oh man I totally forgot about this song...it was doooppee

Change

So about a year ago, when the blog had it's first anniversary, I changed the layout of the blog as you can see. If you've been with me for the long haul..you'll remember the blog didn't use to look like this....I somewhat remember how it looks lol...hopefully you guys remember how the blog originally looked lol...anyways as the 2nd anniversary approaches...a change is yet to come....the layout will most likely be changed...the quote under the blog, which use to be "sky's the limit, you can't be afraid of heights" lol at least I remembered that. Anyways thanks for sticking with me this long....it doesn't seem that long....but it's almost been 2 years...that's actually pretty long LOL.

So Yeah....

Looks like I'm going on the cruise....cheesed...too lazy to explain all that ish....thought I'd have to the house to myself and my brother for 5 days, but he's staying and I'm gone from Monday to Saturday. Hopefully there's internet, or wi-fi...I dunno...is there even plugs on a cruise? Cheesed.....that means all I'm gonna have is my music...I actually don't know...hopefully there're plugs or something.....I don't wanna chill with my rents the whole 5 days....cheesed....need to find some nice LG's LOOOLLLL...well I guess U gotta make the best out of this.

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Random Thoughts

I told you guys I wouldn't hold back on this blog...this is like my diary....but anyways...I dunno what to do. Part of me says not to go because you offered a clear, concise solution to the problem and they just threw all these things at you. The other part of me says to just go and make everybody but myself happy and make everybody else's life easier...decisions, decisions...part of me is just like are you serious...my mom comes down the stairs crying and says to my brother we're wasting money.....AND YOU SERIOUSLY....SERIOUSLY....say it's not about the money. I love my mom to death...she does all these things for me....but when she does things like this...it cheeses me...and I always ask my dad for thing cuz he's the calm and cool one....he knows how to talk to people...my mom really doesn't. She yells at like waiters and all that ish and I have to go to them afterwards and be like my bad about that...or be like let me talk to them....whatever...I'm done for the night....need to just clear my head.

Random Thoughts

This is the first time I've ever seen my mom cry..........and it's my fault...

My parents planned a cruise trip for like 5 days or something. At first I wanted to go to New York, but they decided to go on a cruise instead. The plan (so I thought) was for the whole family (rents and brother) to go. She told me yesterday that my brother isn't going and they already paid for us 3 to go. I kinda got cheesed because I didn't wanna go by myself with nothing to do. I told her I didn't wanna go if he doesn't go. This argument dragged on and my dad (who's cool and calm about everything) was like just go and tried to convince me normally. I really don't wanna go on a stupid cruise with my parents for 5 days....I'm gonna be chilling by myself. So come today my mom tries to convince me (she's really bad at negotiating) and always starts the convincing by yelling...clearly that doesn't/won't work. Anyways, LONG stort short cuz I really don't feel like talking about this...she said the money went through and if I don't go we're wasting money....I said I can pay her back, get a job, do whatever....she said it's not about the money....yet she keeps saying how we're wasting money....if it's not about the money stop saying that...I said I can pay you back...she said I have to pay for your school too....so what am I supposed to do....not go to school....drop out like my brother....are you serious. I know I'm wrong with this too...but I hate how my mom negotiates things and that's why I was like nah I'm not going and nah I didn't yell...I repeatedly said I'm not going in a calm manner. I kept repeating I'd pay her back and all....and she kept saying it's not about the money...yet 2 seconds later says we're wasting money and that the money went through. Call me spoiled cuz I have a chance to go on vacation and I don't want to...whatever....I don't wanna go....we leave Monday....I really don't wanna go....I know it's bad that my mom's crying but I don't feel bad....yet....it won't hit me till later on cuz I'm still cheesed right now....cuz I don't wanna go....how're you gonna say it's not about the money then say we're wasting money.....and when I said I'd pay her back she said how.....I'lll get a job whatever.....she's ALWAYS been hassling me this WHOLE summer saying get a job....I can help you find one....like I like my me time....damn. Anyways....y'all probs think I'm the bad guy throughout this story...and for all I know, I probably am....but I guess I'm just stubborn like that...I don't wanna go....I offered a clear solution that I'd pay her back if money was the issue (which it clearly is). Whatever....sigh....just had to get this off my chest...like I don't have enough to deal with. Obv it'd make everybody's life easier if I just went, but I don't wanna...I was already disappointed we didn't get to go to NY and we're going on a cruise instead....then my brother's not going....then she's tryna force me, throwing this bs at me. Shouldn't they get cheesed at my brother cuz he chose not to go in the first place...she was saying she wants a family vacation...I said but Richmond (my brother) isn't going...she said forget about him (SERIOUSLY?) and I said...then that's not the whole family.....now even my brother's trying to convince me to go when he himself isn't going....like seriously bro....why don't you take that mentality and just go instead....whatever....if I do end up going....I promise you I'm gonna be grumpy...a jerk....a douche...and just not fun to be around...damn.

Lateness

Why Guys & Girls Are Late
- real talks....ish

Kanye West - Runaway

feat. Pusha T
- I remember when he first performed this at the VMA's lol it was craaazy hyped afterwards....Kanye is a genius

J. Cole - Song For The Ville

Real mood music for me at least....you don't need a hard, loud beat to GO hard....just listen to the lyrics of a song....

Random Thoughts

Deja vu....I feel like I'm in your shoes....and we've been here before, except now everything is reversed. I don't know who reads these things anymore....but I'm not going to censor myself...no names yeah...but I know it's obvious who I talk about sometimes....but I'm not gonna dumb down my words to appeal to other people's sensitivities. I kinda get how you feel now....how come he doesn't do that with me, how come she doesn't do that with me...I kinda get it now. Maybe I'm holding onto you too tight and any sign that I'm sharing you I grip tighter....but at the same time....you can't blame me for thinking the way that I am cuz you once did too...all I know is I don't like that person, and I admit I have fits of jealously at times until my senses tell me you aren't mine, we aren't dating, and you can do whatever you want...I dunno....wow....rereading this...I literlally had to think about what I said...guess I did censor myself in a way....I don't care....I don't like your best friend....end of story.

Halfway To Never Never Land

Keep your eye on the hits bar.....25k is slowly creeping up....my prediction of 30k and the 2nd anniversary of the blog being close was pretty wrong I guess. Looks like I'll be doing something for both 30k AND the 2nd anniversary of the blog. As of late, if you visit frequently, or scroll to previous posts....you'll notice that this blog is becoming more of a diary...where I share with you more of me....I hope you enjoy it....but at the same time, i'm not trying to please anyone....this is just me....expressing myself...like it or not. But I appreciate each and every hit, view, comment, etc. This wouldn't be possible without every fan, follower, hater, critic, etc. I can't believe how long and how far this blog has come.....2009, 2 years later.....25,000 views later.....1,300 posts later....here we go....on our way to the promise land, let's go!

Ne-Yo - Do You

Oh man....this takes me back....this was my jaaaam....use to sing this all day err day

Random Thoughts

There are some people in life you just have unexplainable dislike for. No reason for it...you just do. You literally take one look at them and you're like...I don't like that person...then you find justifiable reasons for it and you're like see...that's why I don't like them when in the back of your mind you're like I never liked that person in the beginning lol. That's how I feel about you....I don't really know you...but I know I don't like you. Real talks!

Kirko Bangz - What Yo Name Iz

feat. Big Sean, Wale, Bun B
- only cuz of Big Sean....

LOL Of The Moment

I understand why Lebron James left Cleveland to Miami LOL. My softball team feels like Cleveland...except we aren't winning at all. Cleveland was winning it all but could never win the big one. My team just can't win at all. Obv the thought has come to ditch and leave to a better team...but nah....I probs won't that's a dick move.....but really.....if you could join a team with 2 of the best players in the entire league....you'd deff have to consider it for a minute.

Random Thoughts

A lot of people have been getting on my back cuz I've been upset about being 1-7 in softball an voicing it publicly. We had a sermon about winning not being everything and it isn't believe me. I love the team, they're overall nice people who try their best sometimes and I have no beef with that. My problem isn't losing, or even losing 7...or even if we lost all our games (though that would be embarrassing). My problem isn't that we're losing, my problem is that we're losing my large amounts, I'm fine with playing my best and losing because the other team was better, but when we lost 30 to like 3....yeah I have a problem. Constantly losing by like 20+, 30+ is just embarrassing and unacceptable. Funny thing is when I first was asked to join the team, I was excited, I was like oh yeah.....let's make playoffs (gotta win at least 5/10). We're 1-7..with 2 games to go. Last year's record was 3-7. I'm starting to doubt we can even catch up to that. I've been playing my heart out every practise and every game and earned the respect of my teammates and even the senior team. I'm a competitor and I'm not saying you have to be an athlete to get my respect, but when we're playing a game, show me you want it....show you you're trying your best and I won't care if we lose. When I see people slacking during the games or not caring....and we lose by 30....yeah of course I'm pissed....I cheer on my team, the other team, regardless of the score...but it gets to the point where it's like wait a minute....we are hardly scoring and they just seem to be running and running and running around the bases....that's just embarrassing. I'll most likely be playing again next year....we'll see what happens.

Quickie

Got a softball game at 6...dipping soon, just a quick post so I don't feel like I didn't post at all LOL, I apologize...usual, had church in the morn then loafted till now. It looks like it's gonna rain, kinda hope it does lol...I feel like taking a nap. But uh...some random thoughts....if you read this....I like how you approach me and talk to me like everything's all good...that's kinda good cuz you look towards the future, but at the same time...you're kinda ignoring the fact we haven't spoken in a minute and suddenly talking to me like we're all good. Oh well....we'll see what happens, and you're gone in less than a month....I feel like my role in church is going to really grow now that Pastor Lesley is gone. But at the same time, I always compare myself to the older ones and their bible knowledge and all that and I feel like I'm not ready myself sometimes. I feel like being a role model towards the younger ones has stunted my growth cuz I feel like a babysitter sometimes for them. I stayed in Jo group cuz I thought they would help me grow...hopefully that stays true cuz I know a lot more responsibility is coming my way. Anyways, off to softball...ezzzzz

Clip Of The Moment

Rise Of The Planet Of The Apes
- I neeeeed to see this....it looks soooooo sick....I've never been into this series...but something about it now...looks pretty cool

Throwback Of The Moment

When Lebron James was the NBA's favourite player....the good old face of the NBA.....he absolutely embarrassed Damon Jones

Mentality For The Day

Sometimes you just have to have this mentality....
Eamon - F*** It

Random Thoughts

So I play church softball for my churches Mother church (their church got too crowded and we branched off and made out own church). Anyways it's my first year and first time ever playing seriously. I play shortstop, said to be one of the hardest positions reserved for one of the best players. Anyways, not tryna be cocky....but I kinda...share it with a dude, who's supposed to play 3rd but I feel bad and let him play at practise sometimes. But it gets to a point where he always tries to show me up at practise...I don't really try at practise cuz no one takes it seriously....only when I have to...I don't purposely loaft or sit around and do nothing, I step up when it's needed. But see him....he gives it his all, runs and hustles for every play at practise and he's like hey I think I should play shortstop during games....now everyone else on the team knows he's not that great during games, gets nervous, can't deal with pressure....so they say let Rodmond play it....you're better off at 3rd....he constantly says to let me try it and I do since I don't wanna argue or cause beef. This mans can't handle pressure or game situations....people get cheesed at me saying dude...play short....he can't LOL. Now I'm not saying I'm the best...but like bro....don't try to show me up....not cool....play your position, be happy you get as much playing time as you do.

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I feel like I've become too used to this place, these people and the routines....too comfortable with my surroundings...maybe I need a change of scenery...I've been here for way too long...it's about time I explored to see what else and who else is out there.

Random Thoughts

You forgot to BE there when it counted the most. It's funny that the most unsuspecting person will have your back when you need someone the most. I thought you had my back....guess I know where your priorities are.

Pet Peeves

Long Prayers
- hear me out....if you're legit praying from your heart then s'all good, do your thing, but a lot of the times at church when people pray....it's really long for no apparent reason...honestly pray for the necessities otherwise you're just rambling on and people can tell...if you're always like uh, um, hm.....pray from the heart....it shouldn't be thought out and planned....whatever's on your heart pray about it...don't try to force it to look good and be like oh my prayer was long.

Clip Of The Moment

Love & Basketball Scene
- kinda where my head's at...."you forgot to be there..."

LOL Of The Moment

What Not To Say In A Room Full Of Black People
- hahaha Tim kills me

Inspiration Of The Moment

R. Kelly - I Believe I Can Fly
- dopest song ever.....from Space Jam....heartwarming

Destiny's Child

Man I forgot how bomb they were.....damn....they have been on repeat the entire morning....sidenote....Beyonce was and still is soooooo sexy

Destiny's Child - Say My Name


Destiny's Child - Soldier feat. T.I., Lil Wayne


Destiny's Child - Cater 2 You

Random Thoughts

Time doesn't kill relationships, distance does.

You know when you told me that you thought we were "joke" best friends...that cut deep. I guess all my attempts at trying to talk to you and become close to you were a waste of time. All my attempts at always asking you how you are and what's wrong were pointless since you never really opened up to me. I don't get it...I try so hard to make this thing work, to get you to open up and feel comfortable around me, but you just won't budge. Where's your head at...why are you so hardheaded/stubborn sometimes. I'll never understand women.....oh maybe it's just asian girls.....damn I need some white women friends.

Playlist

Y'awwwwready know I had to update the playlist again...this time...all Drake's new songs.....this dude is killing it right now. Every song he's released has been a BANGER....with me at least. Drake has 2011 and the world in the palm of his hands. Dude is gonna kill it....Take Care for album of the year...calling it now, you heard it here first.

Akon - Locked Up feat. Styles P

So like I said...gonna try to side away from always posting the same titles for each post (LOL, Clip, Throwback, Jam, etc) and post diff titles for each...just so it makes it easier to find thing in the archives....but yeee....this is Akon's debut song....I remember when errrbody wanted to get him on their song cuz his voice was so unique and catchy.

ATTENTION

Some VERY VERY VERY ULTRA SUPER DUPER CRAZY IMPORTANT things to take note of are....

1) 30,000 HITS is approaching VERY SHORTLY....like we're almost halfway there...that's crazy....I really have no clue what I'm going to do...

2) DECEMBER 15, 2011.....MARK THIS DATE ON YOUR CALENDAR....this is the 2ND ANNIVERSARY of the blog.....can you believe it? 2 years....already....wow.....I have a pretty good feeling 30,000 HITS and the 2nd anniversary will be pretty close....so I might just do one big thing....or if they aren't close...I'll do something for both lol

3) I have considered perhaps getting an "intern" for the blog or a "partner"....whichever you wanna call it....who'll basically be able to do what I do...post whatever....write however they're feeling...things like that. A lot of the blogs I know (music blogs, diary blogs, etc) have more than one admin (creator/person in charge) and they just post whenever. There are good things and bad things for that....a) this is my blog...my diary....mostly about me....if I get someone to share it with....it takes away from all of that....but on the up side....having someone to share this blog with would put less pressure on me to post anything just to post for the sake of posting....we could cover each other in case we have off days or are busy...I dunno....if anyone reads this...lmk what you think, if it's a good idea or not....or lmk if you are interested lol.....I dunno....we'll see....

RULES OF THE BLOG

Rules? I thought you said it was uncensored, raw and ish. LOL yeee I did....the FIRST and ONLY rule of this blog...is NO NAMES....I'll say whatever I want...talk about anything and everything...but no names will be mentioned...for a variety of reasons, perhaps to be mentioned later on. But you can probs guess....

This Blog...

Does not cater to anyone in particular's desire's or needs. Granted you guys make this all possible and are the reason I continue to do what I do. But this blog...I consider a diary...to the public. Yeah I try to post a variety of things so you guys don't get bored...but I also use this as a place to vent...and talk about whatever I want. This blog will not be censored by anything. The ONLY rule this blog has...is no names....I think that's the only rule at least. Other than that, I talk about whatever is on my mind....whoever is on my mind....but no names, but trust me when I say when you read...you'll know who I'm talking about. I don't hold nothing back.....if a person's annoying me...I'll go in on them, I really don't care who reads each post from this blog....this is me...I don't have any regrets about any posts....any mistakes made I take as lessons to fix for the future of this blog. Honestly....I don't know what the future holds for this blog....this is something fun that I enjoy doing....and it's a stress reliever at the same time. It sometimes gets overwhelming, but that's when I think of all the people who visit this blog....and kinda how I appreciate them and feel they deserve consistency in the blog, you know....anyways....I continue to thank all my visitors from all over the world...all my homies who visit the blog....and errbody. Thanks for making this all possible.

Top 10 Songs At The Moment

Wow I haven't done one of these in the LONGEST time...lol.....my bad....so I've decided to give you TEN songs that are just absolutely on replay as of late...as usual, in no particular order...

1. Frank Ocean - Thinking About You
- when I first heard Novacane, I said wow....this dude is pretty nice....and some mans posted this song on facebook and I heard it....it's dooope......this dude can sing and rap.....and he's part of OFWGFTA who I started to lose interest in cuz they're just freaky and ish...but this dude is sick...may even be better than Tyler...

2. Drake - Headlines
- obbbbbbviously this song would be here....Drake is simply killing it...every song he's released so far is a potential banger IMO...didn't really feel Dreams Money Can Buy at first...but then after Marvin's Room & Trust Issues came out, I revisited that song, heard it and wow it was siiiick.....oh man.....this new song...said to be his first single...is DOPE....nuff said

3. Dara Maclean - Suitcases
- heard this on the radio one time and it was sick.....my shazam didn't work on it so I literally copied some of the lyrics and typed it in google just to find the song...LOL

4. George Nozuka - Butterfly
- the dude has a really soothing voice...

5. Miley Cyrus - I'll Always Remember You
- go on, hate....she's cute/sexy, my age (LOL), and talented...this song is really sick...and sad at the same time

6. The Moffatts - Girl Of My Dreams
- super throwback boyband.....this song is soothing, calming, catchy...haha

7. Jason Chen - Burns
- a youtube star....you should def check him out...he can sing...and the video girl (white one) is reeeeeally cute....her eyes are beautiful

8. Macklemore - Wings
- heard this one on the "Bring Back The NBA" video...and it's sooo sick...worked out to this song as well....it's nice...reminds me of Nelly's Heart of a Champion

9. Drake - 9AM In Dallas
- I've been listening to a lot of throwback Drake lately....preparing myself for Take Care hahahahah......and it's had to just put ONE other Drake song on this list....but if I had to...this would be the one....the beat, flow and everything is just on point...

10.Frank Ocean - Novacane
- dude is sick.....can't lie....this song is sick...can't lie....damn

Motivation Of The Moment

J. Cole - How High
- you know he always goes hard....

Cutie Of The Moment

Lights - Behind Blue Eyes (Cover)
- okay...she's actually pretty cute....and her voice is alluring

Motivation Of The Moment

Drake - The Resistance
- man listening to this old Drake ish has got me excited for Take Care

Clip Of The Moment

The Rise & Fall Of Lebron James

To All My Fellas

You only need one good girl in your life aside from your family...and you're set for life. I dunno why some dudes make it a competition to befriend the most girls or have the most phone numbers....or have them listed as your siblings or all that ish on facebook. If you put married to ____ on facebook....you're immature cuz you don't know what love or marriage is, damn. Anyways....dudes....instead of trying to make many small friendships with a bunch of girls...try making a really strong and deep connection with just one. QUALITY OVER QUANTITY. You can have all the girl friends you want....but do any of them actually mean the world to you...or do you only show them off to tell all your friends. Can you actually call one of them up to chill in the middle of the night, would you show her off to your parents? Little things like that make me happy and satisfied with having one good girl I can tell everything to instead of having a bunch of girls I can have small talk with and look cool. This one girl doesn't even have to be someone you like or your girlfriend....just someone you care enough about....to want to talk to, chill with, care for and protect. And I'm not perfect....all these things I write about...I'm still learning about too...and I think I'm slowly starting to find that one girl who can hold me down....and have my back in the long run. So this is a message to you other guys who think you're cool because you have a lot of friends who are girls....those friendships won't last I promise you....go find a nice, down to earth, chill girl that you can call your best friend and actually be yourself around and have laughs with....someone you don't have to impress....but is already impressed with you for just being yourself. Real talks....dudes need to step up their games.