Thursday, June 30, 2011
Heads Up
Going away to a retreat...be back saturday night, prob won't blog till Sunday afternoon after church...maybe just smt small like a hey I'm back lol....but yeah....going for a few days for a church retreat...won't be bringing laptop...never tried blogging from my iphone...if I can, I will lol....laaaaater.
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
LOL Of The Moment
Mom: We're going out to lunch, you wanna come?
Me: Yeah sure, how many people are going?
Mom: Just a few.
Me: Oh okay
Mom: 10
Me: Wow....
Me: Yeah sure, how many people are going?
Mom: Just a few.
Me: Oh okay
Mom: 10
Me: Wow....
Playlist
Updated playlist yet again.....this time is a small list of songs....all from the same artist, Drake. Honestly....that's all I've been listening to as of late...there's been some here and there...but the majority is Drizzy Drake....the dude is inspiring me so much, damn.
From The Heart: Relationships
You're ugly, you're fat, you're skinny, you're short, you're tall. Relationships are great....being so into someone and having that feeling returned. Spending enormous amounts of time with them, talking to them on the daily, just caring about the more than you care about yourself. But if you aren't in a relationship...some people tend to get down on themselves...feeling like there isn't anyone out there for them...or they'll be alone forever. I dunno....it's nice to be in a relationship...but when you make it your life goal to find a girlfriend....I think you're wasting your time. You can't control who you fall for...and you can't control who falls for you. I guess that's why I'm not a big club person or party person with alcohol, etc...I mean like...I'll go for the pure entertainment....but not to find girls or chop girls. People will go to parties and clubs with the sole objective to find a girlfriend, pick up a girl, get her number, bring her home....and I dunno...that just seems really waste to me. I may be corny or lame...but I like getting to know a girl....meeting her randomly...through friends....through school....and just slowly building chemistry, etc, etc...maybe it's cuz I'm asian -_-. And trust, I know a lot of people in relationships....some are respective about the PDA (public display of affection) and some aren't. Some are long term and some are just random weekly things. So I know how to deal with this. Trust...I've had that feeling too....that..oh man, there's no guy/girl out there for me. Some dudes will work so hard to make themselves look good to attract themselves to girls that they leave out everything else. Now I know girls notice guys firstly based on their looks but like if that's all their is....then damn. I'd rather a girl look at me and be like uh he's not that good looking but get to know me and be like wow he's a really nice and caring guy....then be like wow...he's hot, but he's a douche, you get what I'm saying? I know I'm not good looking or hot....but I work on other aspects of myself....and for that matter I don't make it a goal to find a girl to like me. I think we live in a world where LOVE is tossed around too much and KIDS....yeee I said KIDS....as in elementary, high school and even uni/college KIDS...don't know the meaning of the word. It's okay to say I love you to your girls if you're a girl and your boys if you're a boy. But KIDS...nowadays throw it around to the opposite sex way too often and easy nowadays. But anyways....the whole reason is I'm trying to tell you guys you shouldn't be stressing and getting cheesed over the fact you're single. Instead....take your time and do something productive, being mad won't change anything. On a positive....everyone's been there....being rejected....someone not liking you back....thing's not working out....it happens...that's life....but I PROMISE YOU.....stop your search...this isn't a scavenger hunt....when the time is right....you WILL find your perfect guy/girl. Now this song I've posted before, but like this blog...you'll know I post things multiple times. This song tells you that....there IS a perfect guy or girl out there for you....you just haven't met them yet. So stop forcing it and trying to meet as many guys/girls as you can or trying to hook up with as many as you can and let it flow...if it's meant to be, it's meant to be. That's a lesson...i'm just starting to learn....that I can't and shouldn't force these things...relationships should be natural and mutual. And I'm still learning that lesson....
PS: As of late...I feel like I need to be giving you guys more of ME...on this blog...more raw emotions and feelings...instead of only posting videos....this is a blog...it's like my electronic diary for the world to see. Anyways....here you go....
Michael Buble - Haven't Met You Yet
PS: As of late...I feel like I need to be giving you guys more of ME...on this blog...more raw emotions and feelings...instead of only posting videos....this is a blog...it's like my electronic diary for the world to see. Anyways....here you go....
Michael Buble - Haven't Met You Yet
Random Thoughts
This summer...I'm living the loaft life...I feel like I finished my first year of university...I deserve the 4 months to do nothing...sleep late...wake up late....errbody needs to get off my case about jobs, school, money....I got that covered don't worry....and I'd rather do nothing then get a job and add stress and be cheesed, etc. This summer I'm working out literally every morning, playing softball, gaming, chilling here and there. Catching up with my high school friends, etc....but sometimes on those reeeally loaft days when I don't have any plans and gaming isn't doing it for me...I just wish I had someone to loaft with....like I do...but not in walking distance...I don't drive YET....and my friends don't always get the cars....sometimes I feel like I need somebody to just hang with...who isn't exactly like me...but similar....someone I can be myself around....I dunno man. Seems like I've said this all before, and I've been in this position before. This is the only place I can really vent and express myself, there isn't a person I can just let go to you know. Like I'm bottling all my emotions and I let it go here...to the world...to the internet...to strangers. "I pop bottles cuz I bottle my emotions." - Drake. Anyways....yeah...I just want somebody to chill with...to talk to late into the night...to chill with late at their house or vice versa...to be comfortable with...to just have fun with...I dunno. When school starts, I'm gonna be hitting the books with a vengeance for sure....I dunno....I guess God has a plan for me...for all of this....I just need to put my faith in him...
Random Thoughts
The more I listen to Drake....the more I love him....holy.....this guy is killing me....not even just his new stuff...his old stufff...when he raps...when he sings...he kills me. Today I was cleaning my room, took me a good few hours cuz I was loafting here and there and was playing Drake the whooolle time.....I don't care what any hater says...Drake is a beast....and you're insane....omg....he sings to my heart and raps to my soul, damn.
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Real Talks Of The Moment
I just really love this site.... http://kushandwizdom.tumblr.com/ ANNDDD DON'T FORGET.....RT - BEST YOU NEVER HEARD WILLLL...ABSOLUTELY WILL BE DROPPING SOON.....
Monday, June 27, 2011
20,000 HITS
WHAAAAAAAAAT'S GOOOOOOOOOD BLOGGER?????? 20,000.....ALL UP IN YOUR MOTHER EFFIN GRILL....uhhh...soo let's seee, what to say....what to say....20,000 is just another milestone...I'm extremely excited...but I'm looking to move forward asap and prepare for 30,000 because this blog is just continue to grow and grow and I'm just so happy for it and for myself. Thanks to God who provided me with this....and everything...making this all possible....I really do feel like this is part time job...I don't just slop together posts...but I actually really sit down and think about what I write and try to find things you'll enjoy. Secondly, thanks to the people who made 20,000 possible....ALL OF YOUUUUU viewers....who continually visit the blog....whether by accident or cuz you genuinely like it :)....haha uh....continue to share the link....spread the word....don't hesitate to msg me about anything on the blog. If you wanna help out or become part of the team....I've considered it....not sure yet....but who knows....maybe I'll expand it to beyond myself. So if you remember....when the blog reached 10,000 HITS....I presented you with The Cypher....which featured my boys Amir and Omar....for 20,000 HITS....I felt I had to do it one step bigger....and solo. So for 20,000 HITS....ya boy stepped into a studio and dropped some lines on a beat....NOW....it's finished....but it's choppy....so I'm only giving you a snippet....which is 4 lines....cuz I can't give you too much or it'll ruin it....but it's gonna be sick...QUOTE ME ON THAT...my boy's getting better mic and all this next level ish and we're gonna do it up for the blog.....STICK WITH ME....AND I PROMISE TO RELEASE THE TRACK BEFORE THE END OF JULY AT MOSTTTTT......BUT MOST LIKELY MID JULY OR BEFORE.....reason I said end of July at max was cuz I didn't wanna say a time and go over it...it's only in case. None the less....FOR 20,000 HITS....I PRESENT TO YOU THE SNIPPET OF MY TRACK...which I literally JUST titled...lol.....
RT - Best You Never Heard (Snippet)
- YOU WON'T FIND THIS ANYWHERE ELSE.....NOT ON MY FACEBOOK, YOUTUBE....THIS SNIPPET'S EXCLUUUUUUSIVELY FOR THE BLOG.....OBV I'LL POST THE WHOLE THING EVERYWHERE ONCE I RELEASE IT....BUT THIS SNIPPET I FEEL IS ONLYYY FOR MY MANS AND GIRLS WHO VISIT THE BLOG AND SHOW THEIR SUPPORT....THAAAAAANKS FOR EVERYTHING. ENJOY :D
RT - Best You Never Heard (Snippet)
- YOU WON'T FIND THIS ANYWHERE ELSE.....NOT ON MY FACEBOOK, YOUTUBE....THIS SNIPPET'S EXCLUUUUUUSIVELY FOR THE BLOG.....OBV I'LL POST THE WHOLE THING EVERYWHERE ONCE I RELEASE IT....BUT THIS SNIPPET I FEEL IS ONLYYY FOR MY MANS AND GIRLS WHO VISIT THE BLOG AND SHOW THEIR SUPPORT....THAAAAAANKS FOR EVERYTHING. ENJOY :D
Random Thoughts
I don't trust these women....you were the only one....cuz I don't trust these women, trust issues.
From The Heart: A Prayer
Dear God,
I can't believe it's been this long...this long since I've been at Wismer. I can barely remember the first time I came...but I know I was young...I came when I was in grade 8 or something....and now I'm going into my second year of university. I started off as a newcomer...just coming here and there..not really paying much attention or into meeting new people...but just doing my own thing, going home and getting back to my lifestyle. I was always a christian, but that's just a label, being born into a christian family, I never really understood what it mean until I slowly started becoming a leader in Wismer. Now...I call this place home...I've found comfort and friendships in people. I've found loyalty and trust...in people. Lord, help me not take for granted the church...and the people in it. Help me reach out to the newcomers....cuz I see a lot of me in them...slacking off, chilling, shy...waiting for someone to approach them. Our pastor Lesley is leaving in less than a month....and we probably won't see her for a very long time...it seems like it's moving all too fast...I know I wasn't as close and I won't miss her as much as some of the girls...but I really respected and admired her. She's so caring and she loves us and the church so much...she's like our mother and we're all her children. But like a mother bird...she must let her children fly away by themselves or they'll never learn to survive on their own. I think this is the biggest test our church has yet to face...bigger than the age split into Timothy and Joseph....but it's like the core...the heart of our church...the foundation...is leaving....and you're filling it with something new, something unfamiliar. I pray that you give strength to the new pastor...allow us to treat him/her with the proper respect and manners that we did with Lesley. I pray you make it easy on him/her as they will probably be nervous and anxious meeting a bunch of asian kids that he/she will be spending the next chapter of their life with. I pray for unity within our church...there's a lot of love in our church but there's also a lot of...not hate...but...dislike I would say. There's a lot of disagreement and problems that go unnoticed. I pray that with this new chapter of Wismer....you give us a clean slate. Lord I pray for my family...who works hard and is often underappreciated and sometimes I KNOW....I act like a brat....but I know how hard they work...I know how tired they are...all for us...to make sure me and my brother have a good future. I love them with all my heart and I hope they know it. I pray for my friends....give them strength and guidance to conquer school...temptations...family/friendship/relationship problems...everything. Lord...I pray for myself...that I would not focus so much on relationships...and love...and girls....but know that you have the perfect person waiting for me...and it's all in your plan...and I should try to force it and find this person...but let it all play out. I ask that you help me appreciate the relationships and friendships that I do have in my life....and help try to mend the ones that are rocky right now. Lord...I know you knew every single word and thing I was going to pray for before I knew myself...you are all knowing and all powerful....I thank you and I pray all of these things in your most precious name.
Amen
I can't believe it's been this long...this long since I've been at Wismer. I can barely remember the first time I came...but I know I was young...I came when I was in grade 8 or something....and now I'm going into my second year of university. I started off as a newcomer...just coming here and there..not really paying much attention or into meeting new people...but just doing my own thing, going home and getting back to my lifestyle. I was always a christian, but that's just a label, being born into a christian family, I never really understood what it mean until I slowly started becoming a leader in Wismer. Now...I call this place home...I've found comfort and friendships in people. I've found loyalty and trust...in people. Lord, help me not take for granted the church...and the people in it. Help me reach out to the newcomers....cuz I see a lot of me in them...slacking off, chilling, shy...waiting for someone to approach them. Our pastor Lesley is leaving in less than a month....and we probably won't see her for a very long time...it seems like it's moving all too fast...I know I wasn't as close and I won't miss her as much as some of the girls...but I really respected and admired her. She's so caring and she loves us and the church so much...she's like our mother and we're all her children. But like a mother bird...she must let her children fly away by themselves or they'll never learn to survive on their own. I think this is the biggest test our church has yet to face...bigger than the age split into Timothy and Joseph....but it's like the core...the heart of our church...the foundation...is leaving....and you're filling it with something new, something unfamiliar. I pray that you give strength to the new pastor...allow us to treat him/her with the proper respect and manners that we did with Lesley. I pray you make it easy on him/her as they will probably be nervous and anxious meeting a bunch of asian kids that he/she will be spending the next chapter of their life with. I pray for unity within our church...there's a lot of love in our church but there's also a lot of...not hate...but...dislike I would say. There's a lot of disagreement and problems that go unnoticed. I pray that with this new chapter of Wismer....you give us a clean slate. Lord I pray for my family...who works hard and is often underappreciated and sometimes I KNOW....I act like a brat....but I know how hard they work...I know how tired they are...all for us...to make sure me and my brother have a good future. I love them with all my heart and I hope they know it. I pray for my friends....give them strength and guidance to conquer school...temptations...family/friendship/relationship problems...everything. Lord...I pray for myself...that I would not focus so much on relationships...and love...and girls....but know that you have the perfect person waiting for me...and it's all in your plan...and I should try to force it and find this person...but let it all play out. I ask that you help me appreciate the relationships and friendships that I do have in my life....and help try to mend the ones that are rocky right now. Lord...I know you knew every single word and thing I was going to pray for before I knew myself...you are all knowing and all powerful....I thank you and I pray all of these things in your most precious name.
Amen
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Sorry....
Again sorry for the laggy day....church in the morn...pool party....gaming sesh....fun filled day...y'already know.....but uh....20,000 is FAST approaching....sadly I can't put my product out EXACTLY at 20,000....I mean it's finished...but it's really choppy....so instead I'm gonna give you guys a snippet when 20,000 does come and go back and re-do it and fix it up so it's nice and finished...
Random Thoughts
The guy doesn't always have to make the first move...or be the one to approach you...a girl who has enough confidence and initiative to approach a guy and start a conversation is waaay more sexier than makeup and some booty shorts.
BANGER Of The Moment
Drake - Trust Issues
- this is my FIRST time hearing it and NO...it's not a jam...it's a BANGER...oh my goodness.....Take Care is going to be sooo sick
- this is my FIRST time hearing it and NO...it's not a jam...it's a BANGER...oh my goodness.....Take Care is going to be sooo sick
Love & Support
My youtube:
http://www.youtube.com/user/psychospin
- I know I haven't posted in over a month...but with 20,000...COUNT ON me having something special in store...
My tumblr:
http://thebestyouneverheard.tumblr.com/
- eh...I use to be ON this....but even sexy girls gotta lose their spot sometimes...and tumblr just fell...but I still do it here and there..
http://www.youtube.com/user/psychospin
- I know I haven't posted in over a month...but with 20,000...COUNT ON me having something special in store...
My tumblr:
http://thebestyouneverheard.tumblr.com/
- eh...I use to be ON this....but even sexy girls gotta lose their spot sometimes...and tumblr just fell...but I still do it here and there..
Saturday, June 25, 2011
The Best You've Never Heard
The list of countries that my blog has hit continues to grow....it continues to baffle me how on earth my blog reaches these places but hey...no complaints here...
Canada, USA, Denmark, India, China, Iran, South Africa, Australia, Philippines, United Kingdom, Portugal, Mexico, Singapore, Hong Kong, Ghana, Germany, Croatia, Netherlands, Russia, United Arab Emirates, Japan, South Korea, Egypt, Austria, Puerto Rico, Ukraine, Trinidad and Tobago, Burundi, Lituania, Poland, Turkey, Georgia, Mauritius, Guatemala, Italy, Brazil, Montenegro, Malaysia, Benin, Bulgaria, Hungary, Slovenia, Greece, Panama, Netherlands Antilles, Hungary, Pakistan, Indonesia, Taiwan, Suriname, Saint Kitts and Nevis, Barbados, Bahamas, Cayman Islands, Finland, Saudi Arabia, Macau, Thailand, Nigeria, New Zealand, Venezuela, Vietnam, Slovakia, Bermuda
Keep spreading the word...SHOUTS TO ALL MY INTERNATIONAL VIEWERS....LOVE Y'ALL..
Canada, USA, Denmark, India, China, Iran, South Africa, Australia, Philippines, United Kingdom, Portugal, Mexico, Singapore, Hong Kong, Ghana, Germany, Croatia, Netherlands, Russia, United Arab Emirates, Japan, South Korea, Egypt, Austria, Puerto Rico, Ukraine, Trinidad and Tobago, Burundi, Lituania, Poland, Turkey, Georgia, Mauritius, Guatemala, Italy, Brazil, Montenegro, Malaysia, Benin, Bulgaria, Hungary, Slovenia, Greece, Panama, Netherlands Antilles, Hungary, Pakistan, Indonesia, Taiwan, Suriname, Saint Kitts and Nevis, Barbados, Bahamas, Cayman Islands, Finland, Saudi Arabia, Macau, Thailand, Nigeria, New Zealand, Venezuela, Vietnam, Slovakia, Bermuda
Keep spreading the word...SHOUTS TO ALL MY INTERNATIONAL VIEWERS....LOVE Y'ALL..
Jam Of The Moment
Kanye West - Christmas In Harlem feat. Cam'ron, Jim Jones, Teyanna Taylor, Pusha T, Big Sean, Musiq Soulchild, Cyhi Da Prynce
- I know it's no where near Christmas, but I was jammin' to this all day....might be another laggy day since I'm going out soon....tonight....if I'm home early...I'll be posting lol
- I know it's no where near Christmas, but I was jammin' to this all day....might be another laggy day since I'm going out soon....tonight....if I'm home early...I'll be posting lol
Friday, June 24, 2011
Random Thoughts
Sometimes I feel like I need to get out of Markham....asian people are waste sometimes. Key word is sometimes...don't go assuming I hate asian people but sometimes...it's like they're all the same. Shy, unfriendly, waste kids....you know what I'm saying....white people, black people, etc, etc...are just really friendly, open and inviting in general. Asian people...the majority of them at least...tend to hang around other asian people....I grew up a lot of black people and ish (it's that easy to tell isn't it -_-). But yeah...Markham....is just....eh....walking around the streets, the malls....are just clustered with asians....in high school....asians....all over the halls. Sometimes I wonder what it'd be like to keep living in Scarborough (cuz I use to live there) and be around black kids and "ghetto" kids...or go to a white school....not like completely black or white...but like it being the majority. I grew up in Markham...an asian place...went to school at Pierre Elliott Trudeau....an asian high school....and the whole neighbourhood in general is asian....sometimes you kinda get sick of it lol...the churches i've been too...asian as well. I KNOW....for a fact that asian people are shy and ish...(the majority at least) cuz going to church or school....they keep to themselves...are awkward when you talk to them....and aren't very friendly. But white people or black people are just so chill and comfortable to be around....if you just met them..they'll joke around with you like they've known you before, anyways...that's just me...lol.
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Throwback Of The Moment
Mariah Carey - We Belong Together
- this was about the time I fell in love with her....damn
- this was about the time I fell in love with her....damn
Throwback Of The Moment
Akon - Don't Matter
- nobody wanna see us together...but it don't matter no...
- nobody wanna see us together...but it don't matter no...
Playlist
Edited the playlist again...but the thing that sucks about this one is you search songs on youtube...and some people don't let you embed (put their video on another site) so I couldn't put some songs to make the playlist complete lol. But this'll do...gonna just post the other songs normally probably. This is my R&B playlist right now...
Throwback Of The Moment
Stevie Hoang - Addicted
- do you still think of be, like I think about you...do you still dream of me, cuz I can't sleep without you...
- do you still think of be, like I think about you...do you still dream of me, cuz I can't sleep without you...
Slow Jam Of The Moment
Ne-Yo - Do You
- I use to sing this ALLLLL the time.......
I just wonder....do you ever....think of me....anymore...do you?
- I use to sing this ALLLLL the time.......
I just wonder....do you ever....think of me....anymore...do you?
Throwback Of The Moment
Trey Songz - Can't Help But Wait
- first ever Trey song I ever heard...been hooked since...
Trey Songz - Can't Help But Wait (NEW) by Yannicklord
- first ever Trey song I ever heard...been hooked since...
Trey Songz - Can't Help But Wait (NEW) by Yannicklord
Jam Of The Moment
J. Cole - Work Out
- I'm late on this one but I haven't been dl'ing music this past few weeks so there's prob tons of nice songs I haven't heard yet...but this is fiiree...COLE WORLD
- I'm late on this one but I haven't been dl'ing music this past few weeks so there's prob tons of nice songs I haven't heard yet...but this is fiiree...COLE WORLD
Clip Of The Moment
Fruity Loops is a program that you can create your own instrumental and this dude is so sick at it...
Random Thoughts
Sleepless nights...sometimes you just want someone to talk to...and keep you company during those days/nights where you can't sleep...or you're bored. Sometimes I wish my best friend was my neighbour...we can just chill whenever we're bored....we can be bored together...better than being bored yourself, you know? At night if you can't sleep, you can chill outside and talk or take walks...to a park or whatever...and just go to each other's houses for no apparent reason..just cuz you don't feel like being in your own house...lol.
The Best You've Never Heard
As days continue to pass....more and more countries seem to be finding out about this blog...i'll never know how they find out out about this blog...but they do...and I'm not complaining lol. So here is the list of stops on our WORLD TOUR....
Canada, USA, Denmark, India, China, Iran, South Africa, Australia, Philippines, United Kingdom, Portugal, Mexico, Singapore, Hong Kong, Ghana, Germany, Croatia, Netherlands, Russia, United Arab Emirates, Japan, South Korea, Egypt, Austria, Puerto Rico, Ukraine, Trinidad and Tobago, Burundi, Lituania, Poland, Turkey, Georgia, Mauritius, Guatemala, Italy, Brazil, Montenegro, Malaysia, Benin, Bulgaria, Hungary, Slovenia, Greece, Panama, Netherlands Antilles, Hungary, Pakistan, Indonesia, Taiwan, Suriname, Saint Kitts and Nevis, Barbados, Bahamas, Cayman Islands, Finland, Saudi Arabia, Macau, Thailand, Nigeria, New Zealand, Venezuela, Vietnam
That's 63 places.....holy.....and some are like the most randomest places eve....well ALL of these places are like the most randomest places ever...but damn....haha as usual....keep spreading the word to all your friends, fam, relatives, anyone who'll listen....shouts to all my Canada viewers....and SPECIAL SHOUTS.....CUZ I GOT SOOO MUCH LOVE FOR MY INTERNATIONAL PEOPLE....thanks for sticking with me.
Canada, USA, Denmark, India, China, Iran, South Africa, Australia, Philippines, United Kingdom, Portugal, Mexico, Singapore, Hong Kong, Ghana, Germany, Croatia, Netherlands, Russia, United Arab Emirates, Japan, South Korea, Egypt, Austria, Puerto Rico, Ukraine, Trinidad and Tobago, Burundi, Lituania, Poland, Turkey, Georgia, Mauritius, Guatemala, Italy, Brazil, Montenegro, Malaysia, Benin, Bulgaria, Hungary, Slovenia, Greece, Panama, Netherlands Antilles, Hungary, Pakistan, Indonesia, Taiwan, Suriname, Saint Kitts and Nevis, Barbados, Bahamas, Cayman Islands, Finland, Saudi Arabia, Macau, Thailand, Nigeria, New Zealand, Venezuela, Vietnam
That's 63 places.....holy.....and some are like the most randomest places eve....well ALL of these places are like the most randomest places ever...but damn....haha as usual....keep spreading the word to all your friends, fam, relatives, anyone who'll listen....shouts to all my Canada viewers....and SPECIAL SHOUTS.....CUZ I GOT SOOO MUCH LOVE FOR MY INTERNATIONAL PEOPLE....thanks for sticking with me.
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Throwback Of The Moment
RT - 6'7
- LOOLLL...I'm calling this a throwback because it's been a MONTH since I've made a new video....."so much for 1-2 weeks." I know...-_-....my bad lol....I was swept up with blogging....tumblr....life...course selection...gaming...etc.....but I PROMISE....20,000 hits is rolling around the corner and I have something SUPER DUPER SPECIAL in store for you....in the meanwhile....enjoy....or insult....this..
- LOOLLL...I'm calling this a throwback because it's been a MONTH since I've made a new video....."so much for 1-2 weeks." I know...-_-....my bad lol....I was swept up with blogging....tumblr....life...course selection...gaming...etc.....but I PROMISE....20,000 hits is rolling around the corner and I have something SUPER DUPER SPECIAL in store for you....in the meanwhile....enjoy....or insult....this..
Throwback Of The Moment
Jack
- this is a SUUUPER throwback...1996....I can't believe I remember watching it....Robin Williams plays Jack...he's like 10 or smt....but has a disease where he grows 10x faster and therefore looks like an old man, the movie follows him through his life as he goes through school, etc and the hardships of being made fun of and being laughed at, etc....the movie's reeeeally funny and sad as well...
- this is a SUUUPER throwback...1996....I can't believe I remember watching it....Robin Williams plays Jack...he's like 10 or smt....but has a disease where he grows 10x faster and therefore looks like an old man, the movie follows him through his life as he goes through school, etc and the hardships of being made fun of and being laughed at, etc....the movie's reeeeally funny and sad as well...
Throwback Of The Moment
Undergrads
- the dopest show ever.....and I think I never fully understood it until now cuz it's about college/university...but I always found it funnny, just now I understand what they're talking about more....
"The show is a life, featuring elements that are typical (if not archetypal) of many students’ college experiences. Many characters in the show represent common college (and literary) character types; including the everyman (in Nitz), the "frat boy" (in Rocko), the ladies' man (in Cal), the nerd (in Gimpy), the cool girl (in Jessie), and the ditz (in Kimmy). Situations featured also tend to be typical of the college experience, through the good times and (unlike many representations of college life in entertainment) the bad times. These situations include student loans, bad cafeteria food, questioning of identity, fraternity rivalries, odd traditions, unpleasant RAs, money problems, peer pressure, and the freshman fifteen. Interestingly, almost no episodes show the characters in class, the one notable exception being Rocko's ROTC class in "Financial Aid."
- the dopest show ever.....and I think I never fully understood it until now cuz it's about college/university...but I always found it funnny, just now I understand what they're talking about more....
"The show is a life, featuring elements that are typical (if not archetypal) of many students’ college experiences. Many characters in the show represent common college (and literary) character types; including the everyman (in Nitz), the "frat boy" (in Rocko), the ladies' man (in Cal), the nerd (in Gimpy), the cool girl (in Jessie), and the ditz (in Kimmy). Situations featured also tend to be typical of the college experience, through the good times and (unlike many representations of college life in entertainment) the bad times. These situations include student loans, bad cafeteria food, questioning of identity, fraternity rivalries, odd traditions, unpleasant RAs, money problems, peer pressure, and the freshman fifteen. Interestingly, almost no episodes show the characters in class, the one notable exception being Rocko's ROTC class in "Financial Aid."
LOL Of The Moment
Prank vs Prank
- if you don't know what this is, you gotta subscribe to them..it's soooo jokes....it's a couple who basically play pranks on each other...haha it's sooo jokes
- if you don't know what this is, you gotta subscribe to them..it's soooo jokes....it's a couple who basically play pranks on each other...haha it's sooo jokes
BANGER Of The Moment
The Weeknd - Wicked Games
- the more I Listen to it....the more I love it....damn.....
Jam Of The Moment
Iyaz - Friend
- cuz when you like a girl....the last thing you wanna hear her call you is the f word.....and not the vulgar one you're thinking about...shame....LOL
- cuz when you like a girl....the last thing you wanna hear her call you is the f word.....and not the vulgar one you're thinking about...shame....LOL
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
LOL Of The Moment
This is why you keep it simple at graduation....walk normally or maybe something casual like a fist pump or something...nothing to fancy like this...
Wha Gwan Blogger?
My bad....this past week and the days coming up to it...I was stressing over my course selection and looking here and there...asking people here and there what they're taking and what I was supposed to take....therefore I didn't have much time to blog and when I did, I didn't put much effort into it...sorry. But yeah....as of now...hopefully at least....things should get better and the blog should get back to full swing....I KNOW....you're paying attention to the hit counter....and you should see that the blog is about to reach 20,000 hits...and I PROMISE....I have something special in store....something you have never seen me do....trust....it'll be sick...I hope :) As usual, thanks for sticking with me this far...thanks for continuing to check out the blog...thanks for telling people if you have. Shouts to my international viewers (anyone outside of Canada), I got much love for you, whether you like the blog or not, whether you like me or not...still got love for you, thanks. i'll continue to update my playlist as the songs on MY playlist changes....I'm hoping to start doing these polls...as you can see under the hits bar....and just ask random questions.....SO PLEASE....take the time to do 2 clicks....click a circle and click vote...not that hard...you can only vote once....so do it wisely...but I think you can change your vote lol...anyways...till next time...PEACE...
Monday, June 20, 2011
Jam Of The Moment
Chipmunk - Take Off feat. Trey Songz
- nooo life I wanted to post this yesterday and today the video comes out...wow....coincidence
- nooo life I wanted to post this yesterday and today the video comes out...wow....coincidence
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Apologies
I know I didn't post again today....I was busy...kinda? Church, people over, gaming, course selection ish....kinda stressed about it...and school's not even here yet -_- but I'm tryna put my schedule together and ish....but uh I made a poll....that you guys can only vote for ONCE....so pick wisely...don't be dumb...answer whatever...it's anonymous...and thanks...it's under my picture. :)
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Cover Of The Moment
Tiffany Alvord - Rolling In The Deep (Adele)
- yeah I've posted this before....but c'mon...listen to it...it's sick isn't it?
- yeah I've posted this before....but c'mon...listen to it...it's sick isn't it?
Throwback Of The Moment
Jason Chen - Unthinkable feat. Melissa Bitanga
- prob one of if not the first Jason Chen video I ever watched....and now I'm subscribed to him...lol
- prob one of if not the first Jason Chen video I ever watched....and now I'm subscribed to him...lol
Friday, June 17, 2011
Throwback Of The Moment
Esmee Denters - Unwritten (Natasha Bedingfield)
- when I FIRST found youtube....she was one of the first people I started watching/subscribed too....she is amazing...oh man....I miss her, she's also one of the very very very OG youtube celebrities, before timothydelaghetto, aj rafael, wongfu...all those mans....she goes wayyy back
- when I FIRST found youtube....she was one of the first people I started watching/subscribed too....she is amazing...oh man....I miss her, she's also one of the very very very OG youtube celebrities, before timothydelaghetto, aj rafael, wongfu...all those mans....she goes wayyy back
The Best You've Never Heard
XV - Bad News
- another one of them loaft days for me....my day was supposed to be workout, mall to get my protein and some other stuff but I woke up, looked at the sky and said bun it..LOL
- another one of them loaft days for me....my day was supposed to be workout, mall to get my protein and some other stuff but I woke up, looked at the sky and said bun it..LOL
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Drizzy Drake Top 5
After having Marvin's Room on repeat....here's my top 5 atm....which are literally ALL Drake songs...this dude is killing me....
Drake - Marvin's Room
- I wasn't really feeling this when I first heard it but damn....now it's sick
Drake - Something
- this could be something....maybe it's just nothing at all
Drake - Do It All
- somebody remind me where I am
Drake - Fear Success feat. Jay-Z, Nas
- we ignore feelings here...
Drake - Houstatlantavegas
- I love when Drake sings
BONUS
Drake - Find Your Love
- all these songs....are calming...and relaxing....Drizzy...go get'em
Drake - Marvin's Room
- I wasn't really feeling this when I first heard it but damn....now it's sick
Drake - Something
- this could be something....maybe it's just nothing at all
Drake - Do It All
- somebody remind me where I am
Drake - Fear Success feat. Jay-Z, Nas
- we ignore feelings here...
Drake - Houstatlantavegas
- I love when Drake sings
BONUS
Drake - Find Your Love
- all these songs....are calming...and relaxing....Drizzy...go get'em
Real Talks Of The Moment
Rap Is Poetry
- take out the quick judgements and actually listen to the song and the lyrics
- if you took the words away from the song and placed them on a wall and actually looked at them...it'd be more meaningful
- wise words from Jay....damn..
- take out the quick judgements and actually listen to the song and the lyrics
- if you took the words away from the song and placed them on a wall and actually looked at them...it'd be more meaningful
- wise words from Jay....damn..
Apologies
My bad again for not posting today...woke up late in the afternoon....felt lazy and just chilled...then softball practise dinner, come home shower...and here I am....but at least I updated the playlist :)....hope you guys enjoy the songs that I listen to...thanks :)
Monday, June 13, 2011
From The Heart: Heart's Playing Games On Me
My heart still thinks you're here
Even though I know you're not
As the days pass
I slowly forget the reasons why we fought
I try to look away
But my eyes always find you
It's hard to see you smile
And do the same, but I try to
Too many words I never said
Still sitting on the paper
I wanna say I miss you
Instead I say see you later
I don't know what I'm doing
I've been all over the place lately
My mind just isn't right
It's got something to do with you maybe
I've been thinking about this a lot
Up and down...left and right
I wanna say I'm sorry
One day I swear I just might
We're on a roller coaster
Right now we're on the downhill part
It's only a matter of time
Before the uphill starts
This is the only exclusive place....where you can find these types of things...I sometimes post it on my facebook....but for this one, it's special...it's only gonna be on the blog. Take it as a gift...to my followers and loyalists of the blog, who continue to support my blog day in and day out and tell all their friends even on the days I don't post. Thanks a lot.
Even though I know you're not
As the days pass
I slowly forget the reasons why we fought
I try to look away
But my eyes always find you
It's hard to see you smile
And do the same, but I try to
Too many words I never said
Still sitting on the paper
I wanna say I miss you
Instead I say see you later
I don't know what I'm doing
I've been all over the place lately
My mind just isn't right
It's got something to do with you maybe
I've been thinking about this a lot
Up and down...left and right
I wanna say I'm sorry
One day I swear I just might
We're on a roller coaster
Right now we're on the downhill part
It's only a matter of time
Before the uphill starts
This is the only exclusive place....where you can find these types of things...I sometimes post it on my facebook....but for this one, it's special...it's only gonna be on the blog. Take it as a gift...to my followers and loyalists of the blog, who continue to support my blog day in and day out and tell all their friends even on the days I don't post. Thanks a lot.
Cover Of The Moment
Maribelle Anes - I Wish You Loved Me (Tynisha Keli)
- I've prob posted this a few times awwready...but she sings it really nicely....damn
- I've prob posted this a few times awwready...but she sings it really nicely....damn
Throwback Of The Moment
Nike Puppet Commercials
- haha this was last year's playoffs...too bad Lebron & Kobe never happened
- haha this was last year's playoffs...too bad Lebron & Kobe never happened
Throwback Of The Moment
J.Reyez - Intentions Of Rap feat. Vettori
- the first ever J.Reyez video I saw...not bad
- the first ever J.Reyez video I saw...not bad
Cover Of The Moment
Carla Jaye - A Woman's Worth (Alicia Keys)
- damnnnnn this just keeps getting better...this girl can siiiing....
- damnnnnn this just keeps getting better...this girl can siiiing....
Slow Jam Of The Moment
London - Without Her
- this is nice...at first I wasn't too sure if I found his voice annoying or catchy...after listening to is a few times...def catchy
- this is nice...at first I wasn't too sure if I found his voice annoying or catchy...after listening to is a few times...def catchy
Apologies
Sorry for the lack of blogging the past few days....had people over on Saturday then went out at night...then church yesterday and out right after till night...too tired to blog and went to sleep.
Saturday, June 11, 2011
The Best You've Never Heard
Mr. Hudson - Time
- we'll find a way to make up...in the fullness of time, time, time...
- we'll find a way to make up...in the fullness of time, time, time...
LOL Of The Moment
BIIIIIIIG FOIG
- haha pinky swear, don't touch my hear....and then tim kills it at the end...what's a scrap...hahaha oh man
- haha pinky swear, don't touch my hear....and then tim kills it at the end...what's a scrap...hahaha oh man
Exclusive
City is mine, which one....T-O-R-O-N-T-O
- photo class....I love the sunset in the middle....and the city on the side
The City, The City...I Like It In The City...
- love the way it's like half bright on one side and the cloud and darkness on the other side...
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All I care about is money in the city that I'm from...
- defff my favourite....the way the lights reflect off the water....dammnnnnn
- photo class....I love the sunset in the middle....and the city on the side
The City, The City...I Like It In The City...
- love the way it's like half bright on one side and the cloud and darkness on the other side...
=
All I care about is money in the city that I'm from...
- defff my favourite....the way the lights reflect off the water....dammnnnnn
Exclusive
Thrrooooooooowback......you'll never see this anywhere else but here.....once in a life time, not on my facebook, not on my tumblr, not anywhere in my house...only HERE....on the blog.....
OLDIES from my gr.12 photography class...
we're g's....
swag....
the usual.....paparazzi can't get enough....
I really like this one
OLDIES from my gr.12 photography class...
we're g's....
swag....
the usual.....paparazzi can't get enough....
I really like this one
Friday, June 10, 2011
Throwback Of The Moment
Hanson - I Will Come To You
- when you have no light to guide you...and no one to walk beside you, I will come to you...
- when you have no light to guide you...and no one to walk beside you, I will come to you...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Happy birthday goes out to my boy....this really waste kid I know....Jerry Yu....loyal supporter of the blog...fellow brother in Christ. LOL....we've grown and became closer....when I first met you, you were a waste man...you still are....lol. I got you through an through...continue to grow in Christ bro...you're gonna be a future leader of the church and I can't wait to see you lead and be a role model for the church. More ball, gaming sesssions, etc....good luck next year and make your last year the best...take care and have a good one.
Clip Of The Moment
Glee - Pretending
- will we say the words we're feeling...or will we only be pretending
- will we say the words we're feeling...or will we only be pretending
Jam Of The Moment
D-Pryde - Making My Name
- again I gotta say that the more I listen to this guy, the more I'm feeling him...damn
- again I gotta say that the more I listen to this guy, the more I'm feeling him...damn
Inspiration Of The Moment
2Pac - Dear Mama
- and I know I can never pay you back, but my plan is to show you that I understand
- and I know I can never pay you back, but my plan is to show you that I understand
Thursday, June 09, 2011
Jam Of The Moment
Musiq Soulchild - Teach Me
- cuz I wanna love you..with all of my heart, baby show me where to start...
Musiq Soulchild - Teach Me by K1NG-M
- cuz I wanna love you..with all of my heart, baby show me where to start...
Musiq Soulchild - Teach Me by K1NG-M
Wednesday, June 08, 2011
Clip Of The Moment
Love And Basketball
- my faaaaaaaave movie.....
"all's fair in love and basketball"
"double or nothing"
dammmmnn
- my faaaaaaaave movie.....
"all's fair in love and basketball"
"double or nothing"
dammmmnn
Random Thoughts
So yeah....lately, I've been eh....about Tumblr...LOL....like it's nice and all but I dunno...it just can't replace the blog....when I first started I was all up in that ish...but now I'm like eh....too lazy to search for nice pictures, etc....too lazy to find people to follow or get followers lol....I'll still do it, don't get me wrong...just...not as much.
Random Thoughts
Funny how it's raining and thunder and lightening outside....and I'm watching (well about to watch) Hurricane Season....hahaha....it's a sick movie....go watch it....it's a basketball movie but there's a storyline, not just any random basketball movie.
The Best You've Never Heard
The list continues to go....join us and spread the word and we make our way across the world....
Canada, USA, Denmark, India, China, Iran, South Africa, Australia, Philippines, United Kingdom, Portugal, Mexico, Singapore, Hong Kong, Ghana, Germany, Croatia, Netherlands, Russia, United Arab Emirates, Japan, South Korea, Egypt, Austria, Puerto Rico, Ukraine, Trinidad and Tobago, Burundi, Lituania, Poland, Turkey, Georgia, Mauritius, Guatemala, Italy, Brazil, Montenegro, Malaysia, Benin, Bulgaria, Hungary, Slovenia, Greece, Panama, Netherlands Antilles, Hungary, Pakistan, Indonesia, Taiwan, Suriname
I ain't even heard of some of these places....I have no clue how on earth people from these countries could have stumbled upon my little blog...LOL....but hope you guys enjoyed your visit. :) Keep spreading the word, to your friends, fam, relatives and also your fam, friends and relatives from different countries...we're blowing up baby.
Canada, USA, Denmark, India, China, Iran, South Africa, Australia, Philippines, United Kingdom, Portugal, Mexico, Singapore, Hong Kong, Ghana, Germany, Croatia, Netherlands, Russia, United Arab Emirates, Japan, South Korea, Egypt, Austria, Puerto Rico, Ukraine, Trinidad and Tobago, Burundi, Lituania, Poland, Turkey, Georgia, Mauritius, Guatemala, Italy, Brazil, Montenegro, Malaysia, Benin, Bulgaria, Hungary, Slovenia, Greece, Panama, Netherlands Antilles, Hungary, Pakistan, Indonesia, Taiwan, Suriname
I ain't even heard of some of these places....I have no clue how on earth people from these countries could have stumbled upon my little blog...LOL....but hope you guys enjoyed your visit. :) Keep spreading the word, to your friends, fam, relatives and also your fam, friends and relatives from different countries...we're blowing up baby.
Morning Workouts
So like 2 weeks ago ish, I started going to the gym again, my workouts are 5 days a week and I try to go in the morning that way i'm wide awake for the rest of the day and I have the rest of the day to do things. But wow...waking up in the morning is such a pain -_-...lol but once I'm up and everything and physically at the gym, my mood changes and I'm so ready to workout :) LOL I know this is just a random post....but what you can take out of this is that if something is easy....or doesn't take much effort, it'd not worth doing. Something like working out or getting good grades, takes effort, hard work.....it doesn't just happen in the snap of a finger...so if I wanna get deezed, I have to persevere through the tough mornings, etc, etc and if you wanna do something...you gotta push past that first wall because that one is always the hardest....and it'll get easier from there.
Slow Jam Of The Moment
Mariah Carey - Angel's Cry feat. Ne-Yo
- Ne-Yo's part absolutely makes this song worth listening to....damn
- Ne-Yo's part absolutely makes this song worth listening to....damn
Jam Of The Moment
Drake - Brand New
- wow.....I think this was the first ever Drake song I heard....after that, I was hooked...damn
"Knowledge is pain that's why it hurts to know." wow....classic line and that's seeeerious clever wordplay
- wow.....I think this was the first ever Drake song I heard....after that, I was hooked...damn
"Knowledge is pain that's why it hurts to know." wow....classic line and that's seeeerious clever wordplay
The Best You've Never Heard
Claude Kelly - She's The One
- this is old but it takes me back as well....this is one of those lovey dovey mushy tracks...but it's not bad
- this is old but it takes me back as well....this is one of those lovey dovey mushy tracks...but it's not bad
Throwback Of The Moment
JRA - You Belong With Me
- damn this takes me back to why I first started listening to him....
- damn this takes me back to why I first started listening to him....
Throwback Of The Moment
Various Artists - Just Stand Up
- I remember when this first came out...it on reeeplay.....soo many nice voices.....Keyshia Cole, Fergie, Leona Lewis, Ciara, Carrie Underwood, Mariah Carey, Mary J. Blige, Beyonce, Miley Cyrus, Rihanna, Ashanti, Natasha Bedingfield, Nicole Scherzinger
- I remember when this first came out...it on reeeplay.....soo many nice voices.....Keyshia Cole, Fergie, Leona Lewis, Ciara, Carrie Underwood, Mariah Carey, Mary J. Blige, Beyonce, Miley Cyrus, Rihanna, Ashanti, Natasha Bedingfield, Nicole Scherzinger
Tuesday, June 07, 2011
JAM Of The Moment
D-Pryde - Did It On My Own
- this song....represents me and this blog to the fullest. I did this all on my own...December 15th, 2009 is when this all started. Through ups and downs, many hiatuses, unmotivated heart to blog...I made it through it all. Reaching many countries in the world, over 17,000 hits. What this blog has become is unbelievable....and to think I did it on my own, is crazy. I thank every single one of my viewers, followers, daily people...etc....this is all possible in large part to you. Thanks :)
- this song....represents me and this blog to the fullest. I did this all on my own...December 15th, 2009 is when this all started. Through ups and downs, many hiatuses, unmotivated heart to blog...I made it through it all. Reaching many countries in the world, over 17,000 hits. What this blog has become is unbelievable....and to think I did it on my own, is crazy. I thank every single one of my viewers, followers, daily people...etc....this is all possible in large part to you. Thanks :)
From The Heart: Strangers Again
Relax....let it go....get over it....move on....these are the things we say....when we're faced with a problem....or a person...and we just don't know what to do. We don't know how to fix it, how to approach them, what they're thinking, what they're feeling. Lately I've been up and down....having fun, smiling....then thoughts of you flash before me. Usually in these situations....you would be the one I would talk to...you would be the one I would call....I would talk to and ask for guidance....for comfort. What's going on and happening between us lately...is a blur....sometimes, it feels like a dream....sometimes I just wanna approach you....and talk to you...because it feels like nothing's wrong....but then reality hits me....and I see myself standing across the room from you....looking the other way. Is anybody out there......are you reading what I'm writing right now....do you understand how I'm feeling, or are these just empty words to you? My heart....my mind....is all a blur right now....I don't know who's going to read this....and I don't know if you're going to read this....but this blog....is my diary....so I'm going to say everything I need to say. I don't even remember why we fought....I don't even remember why I began to feel the way I did. All I know is....we aren't seeing eye to eye....and I can't just start talking to you like everything's okay....because everything's not okay. All those posts about you...thoughts about you....all those nights of heartache and sleepless nights....thinking of you. Please....don't get me wrong....this is not a crush....I just really value my friends....and friendship. I can honestly say you were...the closest person I had. I told you everything that I could....I gave you everything that I could. I just felt like....it wasn't reciprocated...it hurts....it's like loving someone who doesn't love you back. It's like telling a person how you feel....and them saying what? Can you repeat that...I didn't hear you. What we're going through right now....I don't even understand anymore....it's over my head.....are you mad at me? Am I mad at you? Why aren't we talking? Do you think about this like I do? Do you miss me like I miss you? Are you trying to live life and ignore it as I am? What we're going through....I don't even know.....as weeks pass by....and I see you....I know you see me....but you look the other way. Weeks continue to pass....as we grow further apart...the only thing keeping the existence of our friendship are our memories. We're going downhill and it's only getting faster...we're slowly....becoming strangers. Is anybody out there....can anybody hear me.....you were that person...that I would run to....you were that person...I could confide in. As the weeks pass....and we move on with our lives....I don't know what's going to happen...I don't know where we'll end up....I don't know all the answers, I don't know the future. I've been thinking about this way too much....have you? I hope.....I hope that....that somehow....someway...this whole thing....is a dream...and that me and you....are still friends...are still good...are still laughing...talking...smiling...sharing. I hope that...I'll wake up from this one day...and it'll all be good.....we'll have no wall between us....no tension between us. I hope that you and I can mend all this....can put all this aside. As we slowly become strangers....I hope that we take this time to grow as individuals...and learn about ourselves and about each other....and I hope we meet again...on better terms.....and start where we left off. I don't know if you'll ever read this...or if you'll ever know how I feel....cuz I don't even know....until we meet again....we'll continue on our opposite paths, slowly drifting apart.
Monday, June 06, 2011
Jam Of The Moment
AJ Rafael - When We Say (Juicebox)
- tell me you don't feel the same way that I do, tell me I don't make you smile like I do...
- tell me you don't feel the same way that I do, tell me I don't make you smile like I do...
Pet Peeves
When you're walking behind someone and you speed up to go in front cuz they're walking really slow and they suddenly cut you off.....cheeeesed....
And this is not a pet peeve, but I've come to the conclusion asian people really can't drive...not just cars, but shopping carts, strollers, etc. I was waiting at the bus stop and I see this lady pushing a stroller with the baby inside and she crashes into the bus pole....and looks at it for a minute like it was her car for dents or somehting....than moves along....like wow.
And this is not a pet peeve, but I've come to the conclusion asian people really can't drive...not just cars, but shopping carts, strollers, etc. I was waiting at the bus stop and I see this lady pushing a stroller with the baby inside and she crashes into the bus pole....and looks at it for a minute like it was her car for dents or somehting....than moves along....like wow.
Mood Music
Drake - Successful feat. Lil Wayne, Trey Songz
- this is a song you need headphones to listen to....close your eyes and just zone out....and listen to the words....it feels like he's speaking directly to you...
- this is a song you need headphones to listen to....close your eyes and just zone out....and listen to the words....it feels like he's speaking directly to you...
Random Turn Ons
I'm going to do my best to make this more like a traditional blog...and just put random stuff....feelings here, feelings there, thoughts here, thoughts there....cuz afterall a blog is supposed to be a person's diary pretty much...and don't get me wrong, the reason I post music, basketball, etc...is cuz that's a big part of my life...but there's gonna be more writing on here....even if its just a sentence or two. So as I was bussing/walking home...I saw these 2 girls...one was a skinny girl...and one was just below thick. Then it came to my attention damn....skinny girls are uh....a turn off....when I see those stick-like legs or arms....and I'm not tryna put them down in no way cuz some people like that...but me personally I like a girl with meat on her bones. Not like super chunky or anything but like some nice legs, bum, etc....volleyball players especially....have reeeeally nice legs and thighs....damn....another turn on is a girl who plays sports....you don't have to be super good or an athlete....just enjoy playing so we can throw a ball around or shoot around. That's it for now :)
Sunday, June 05, 2011
NBA Clip Of The Moment
I remember Deshawn Stevenson doing this...even though they were down by enough...then Lebron comes back and nails a 3 with 2 guys on him
About Me
So when I first started this blog.....most of the clicks and ish came from my friends and people who knew me....but as this blog has grown...so has the audience. This blog has reached an amazing amount of people across the world and across where I live. So I think that you guys deserve to know a little bit about me. Who knows...some of the people who know my might find out something new.
My name is Rodmond Tham
I just turned 19 on May 15
I was born in Canada but my parents and brother (27) were born in Singapore
I can speak english, cantonese and mandarin pretty well but I understand it better
I love God, he is my Saviour and everyday I yearn to draw nearer to him but I am still learning and struggling
I just finished my first year of university at York...I'm studying Kinesiology
I love watching and playing sports, specifically basketball, Derrick Rose is a G
I love music, listening, writing, dancing to, etc....
I love food....McD's hahaha for all my friends who know me
I like to workout...to look good, it feels good and to stay healthy and in shape and become stronger
I like to play videogames, I'm kinda a nerd with that...but I consider my self athletic as well
Uh....lol can't think of anything....those are just basics with some personals...haha...
My name is Rodmond Tham
I just turned 19 on May 15
I was born in Canada but my parents and brother (27) were born in Singapore
I can speak english, cantonese and mandarin pretty well but I understand it better
I love God, he is my Saviour and everyday I yearn to draw nearer to him but I am still learning and struggling
I just finished my first year of university at York...I'm studying Kinesiology
I love watching and playing sports, specifically basketball, Derrick Rose is a G
I love music, listening, writing, dancing to, etc....
I love food....McD's hahaha for all my friends who know me
I like to workout...to look good, it feels good and to stay healthy and in shape and become stronger
I like to play videogames, I'm kinda a nerd with that...but I consider my self athletic as well
Uh....lol can't think of anything....those are just basics with some personals...haha...
Throwback Of The Moment
THIS IS SOME EXCLUUUUUSIVE ISHHHH YOUR EYES ARE ABOUT TO LAY EYES ON....I DUG THESE UP FROM MY COMPUTER....LOL....So when I was in grade 11/12 I took a media arts course in 11 and photography in 12....and we did lots of projects...I think this was my grade 11 media arts final project....it supposed to be like the life of a musician, starting out small, at home motivated by his music....then starts to write, pages and pages trying to get it right.....then the lifestyle of performances, etc.....to the album drop....to celebrations....I should've worn like a tie and ish for the last pic....but I hoped the champagne and chains would give it away....
I think this was the first thing we did in media arts...and also my first time ever using photoshop and all the ish that comes with it....not bad in my opinion....
I think this was the first thing we did in media arts...and also my first time ever using photoshop and all the ish that comes with it....not bad in my opinion....
Remember Them?
Avril Lavigne - Complicated
- why you gotta go and make things so complicated....
Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending
- why you gotta go and make things so complicated....
Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending
Motivation Of The Moment
Dwayne Wade's Love Letter to Basketball
- I've seen this way too many times...
- I've seen this way too many times...
From The Heart: Putting My Faith In You
In a person's lifetime, they will meet a lot of people and lose a lot of people. In elementary school, that's when you form the friendships that you do and you take the majority of them with you onto high school. After high school...that's when things really start coming to reality, more than half the people you are graduating with...you'll never see again...or hardly see again. You'll only be taking a slight handful of your high school and close friends with you onto university. In my lifetime....I've met a lot of people...I've gotten to know a lot of people, now I'd say that I'm cool with a lot of people, can have an above average conversation, not just hi how are you, etc. But the people that i'm close with...well the circle is pretty small, I won't get into detail, but you know how there's different circles. Like your innermost circle is your fam, then best friends, etc, etc. Basically....what I'm trying to get at right now is that...well i've lost or at least seen a lot of my close friends come and go. Some were preventable and some...weren't...people moving, me moving, etc. I dunno. The first time it really hit me that a friend was leaving would be somewhere in my high school days, me and this girl had liked each other and we had this whole up and down thing where I liked her, but she didn't feel the same, she liked me, but I didn't feel the same, etc, etc. We were really good friends and after that whole rollercoaster...things just weren't the same. We started to drift away from each other and started to talk less, to the point where we became acquaintances. I dunno....where i'm going with this....this happens to me a lot...where I rant....and I don't really know where I'm going with it. I dunno....there have just been too many instances in my life where i've drifted away from friends...whether it may be my fault, the other person's fault or a mutual thing. And it's hard....when you're in the midst of a fight...and you don't know what to do. I'm usually good with this stuff...well at least when it comes to helping other people at least...I know what to say....what to do, how to fix the situations, etc. But with you....I get weak....speechless....I dunno....I've thought about this....about you...way too much....I know I should lighten it...and stop it....because I just KNOW.....that you don't care or feel the same that I do....I know this is borderline me liking you...but I assure you it's not...I just really care....and you ARE the closest girl in my life....scratch that, were...I guess....I'm scared of you...even when we use to talk....I'd say yeah....you're one of....one of...my close friends. I know you misinterpret a lot of the things I say or write cuz I come off strong...but I just care a lot...and I'm sensitive about these things....again....I dunno where I'm going with this....but um...I just had to get some of this off my chest...specially since I was watching Wong Fu's stranger's again....and if you put it into a friendship standpoint...there aren't that many places a friendship can go when it's at the top....some friends can handle it...but some people...might get bored of each other...or something like that...I dunno....lately I've been thinking about this...about you too much....I promise to myself...that I'll think less about it....about you....and let God do his thing....and whatever happens....happens. He has a plan for us both and is using this situation to strengthen us...whether that may be with....or without each other. I feel like i'm blowing this way out of proportion and you're just chilling. I have so many feelings and assumptions...I dunno....okay...I'll stop....I really am....going to do my best to leave this in your hands God.
Dear God,
I pray that in this tough time in my life, you will show me the light. You will bring me back to you, use this and use her....to guide me towards you. Help me seek a Godly relationship with her. Help me draw nearer to you as I have drawn near to her. I ask for strength and guidance as I know you have a plan for me, I ask for strength for her...because I know she has a lot on her plate as well. I pray that you allow her to understand why I care as much as I do...and allow me to have patience with this Lord and to trust in you fully...and to put ALL OF....my faith into your hands. I thank you for being such a forgiving, loving, caring and patient God...and I pray all of these things in your most precious name.
Amen
Dear God,
I pray that in this tough time in my life, you will show me the light. You will bring me back to you, use this and use her....to guide me towards you. Help me seek a Godly relationship with her. Help me draw nearer to you as I have drawn near to her. I ask for strength and guidance as I know you have a plan for me, I ask for strength for her...because I know she has a lot on her plate as well. I pray that you allow her to understand why I care as much as I do...and allow me to have patience with this Lord and to trust in you fully...and to put ALL OF....my faith into your hands. I thank you for being such a forgiving, loving, caring and patient God...and I pray all of these things in your most precious name.
Amen
Saturday, June 04, 2011
Banger Of The Moment
A new thing..upgraded....a banger is simply a CRAAAAZYYYY song....absolute must listen....jam of the moment is just a song I'm feeling...BANGER....is something YOU MUST....listen to.....
Bad Meets Evil (Eminem & Royce Da 5'9") - Lighters feat. Bruno Mars
Bad Meets Evil (Eminem & Royce Da 5'9") - Lighters feat. Bruno Mars
From The Heart: Untitled
I don't wanna fuss and fight no more
I'm tryna move on but my foot's stuck in the door
Memories of you constantly running through my head
Voices in my mind replaying all the words you said
People who dwell in the past are doomed to repeat it
You said you'd always have my back, I actually believed it
We've gone from friends...to not even acknowledging each other
You were one of the closest women in my life besides my mother
Lately it just seems that you don't feel the same that I do
That you don't care about this relationship as much as I do
I'm writing words upon words but you'll still never know
You misinterpret what I say and ignore that actions that I show
I'm done....I can't do this...I feel like we're on opposite sides of a teeter totter...there's balance....but I feel like we need each other, maybe I need you more...maybe it's vice versa. But neither one of us is willing to get off our side...it'll throw off the balance...and we're scared...of falling...of getting hurt. There are so many things I wanna say...but I don't know how...my lips freeze and all my words leave me...so I write them down...hoping you'll see it....and if you don't...we'll continue to go our separate ways...until we can no longer see each other in the distance...and the only thing we have of each other is our memories....until that fades away. I never wanted this to happen, the fact that it became this big out of something so small and stupid now that I think of it...is ridiculous. We're both too stubborn...too approach one another...too lazy to approach one another...too prideful to approach the situation. So we mask it...by saying we don't care...I notice you and I know you notice me too, but I can't let you see that I'm hurting...so I don't think about it, but when I don't think about it, the more I think about it. We've been through a lot...I mean a lot....and we've endured it all....maybe this...is just....another one of those things....that will really test us...but I dunno...for now...I'll just go with the flow...and pray...that there is a plan for all this....that we'll be led back to one another...and if not...led our separate ways...I dunno man....lately I haven't been motivated to write...blog...anything....and if you've read up to here....then....just stick with me through this....the past few days I've contemplated stopping this all for a while...the blog...errthing...but it's just gotten so much bigger than me...that I feel like it's becoming more of an obligation then something fun to do. But i'm still gonna do it...and give you more of my heart...I dunno how to end it...if you read the whole thing....I really appreciate it.
Yeah I moved it up in the blog....not for attention....but I just to get my feelings out there...so I guess kinda for attention...but I dunno...LOL leave me alone....-_-
I'm tryna move on but my foot's stuck in the door
Memories of you constantly running through my head
Voices in my mind replaying all the words you said
People who dwell in the past are doomed to repeat it
You said you'd always have my back, I actually believed it
We've gone from friends...to not even acknowledging each other
You were one of the closest women in my life besides my mother
Lately it just seems that you don't feel the same that I do
That you don't care about this relationship as much as I do
I'm writing words upon words but you'll still never know
You misinterpret what I say and ignore that actions that I show
I'm done....I can't do this...I feel like we're on opposite sides of a teeter totter...there's balance....but I feel like we need each other, maybe I need you more...maybe it's vice versa. But neither one of us is willing to get off our side...it'll throw off the balance...and we're scared...of falling...of getting hurt. There are so many things I wanna say...but I don't know how...my lips freeze and all my words leave me...so I write them down...hoping you'll see it....and if you don't...we'll continue to go our separate ways...until we can no longer see each other in the distance...and the only thing we have of each other is our memories....until that fades away. I never wanted this to happen, the fact that it became this big out of something so small and stupid now that I think of it...is ridiculous. We're both too stubborn...too approach one another...too lazy to approach one another...too prideful to approach the situation. So we mask it...by saying we don't care...I notice you and I know you notice me too, but I can't let you see that I'm hurting...so I don't think about it, but when I don't think about it, the more I think about it. We've been through a lot...I mean a lot....and we've endured it all....maybe this...is just....another one of those things....that will really test us...but I dunno...for now...I'll just go with the flow...and pray...that there is a plan for all this....that we'll be led back to one another...and if not...led our separate ways...I dunno man....lately I haven't been motivated to write...blog...anything....and if you've read up to here....then....just stick with me through this....the past few days I've contemplated stopping this all for a while...the blog...errthing...but it's just gotten so much bigger than me...that I feel like it's becoming more of an obligation then something fun to do. But i'm still gonna do it...and give you more of my heart...I dunno how to end it...if you read the whole thing....I really appreciate it.
Yeah I moved it up in the blog....not for attention....but I just to get my feelings out there...so I guess kinda for attention...but I dunno...LOL leave me alone....-_-
Inspiration Of The Moment
Pursuit of Happyness
- I really love movies like this....with meaning...that make you feel something inside...that's why I made this my graduation quote...
- I really love movies like this....with meaning...that make you feel something inside...that's why I made this my graduation quote...
Inspiration Of The Moment
Coach Carter - Our Deepest Fear
- damn...makes me wanna watch the movie now....
- damn...makes me wanna watch the movie now....
JAM Of The Moment
Royce Da 5'9" - Rock City feat. Eminem
- in the midst of all that Bad Meets Evil...lemme take y'all baaaack....
- in the midst of all that Bad Meets Evil...lemme take y'all baaaack....
Go HARD Of The Moment
Eminem - You Don't Know feat. 50 Cent, Cashis, Lloyd Banks
- this is a fight song right here....
- this is a fight song right here....
Throwback Of The Moment
Lil Kim - Lighters Up
- mmm this is sick...brings back memories
Lil Kim - Put Your Lighters Up by SeenMyBrain
- mmm this is sick...brings back memories
Lil Kim - Put Your Lighters Up by SeenMyBrain
Pet Peeves
People who go to a sport school (like Bill Crothers SS) and don't play sports....or people who go to Unionville, an arts school...and don't do art, music, drama...etc.....like wtf....kinda just a waste of space for someone who could go there for one of those things.
Jam Of The Moment
Tyler The Creator - She feat. Frank Ocean
- fiiiire....errbody's hoping on that Odd Future tip now....as they did with Big Sean...
- fiiiire....errbody's hoping on that Odd Future tip now....as they did with Big Sean...
Inspiration Of The Moment
Gridiron Gang
- I really love sport movies that go beyond the actual sport....that actually inspires and has meaning....movies like Remember The Titans, Coach Carter, Glory Road, etc....here's one of them...
- I really love sport movies that go beyond the actual sport....that actually inspires and has meaning....movies like Remember The Titans, Coach Carter, Glory Road, etc....here's one of them...
Friday, June 03, 2011
Playlist
So you guys have noticed (I hope at least) that I've been updating the playlist that plays songs on the blog as soon as you visit. I'm trying to update it frequently and give you guys some of the songs that I listen to. I pride myself for having good taste in music. Thanks and if you like any of the songs that are playing, just scroll down to the playlist and there'll be a title and artist. Thanks. :)
Pet Peeves
So some of my pet peeves include....slow walkers...i'll admit sometimes I am one....but it's cuz I'm tired....some people walk slow on purpose...to enjoy scenery, on their phone...I dunno...but it annoys me...specially when its a thin sidewalk or stairs and you can't pass them. I also hate slow people who respond on msn/facebook/text....like what if it was an emergency....thanks for replying 9 years later. And it makes me feel like a bigger idiot when I reply like right away....-_-....but today...a new one emerged...which is kids at the gym...who work on their abs or biceps ONLY....thinking that that's the way to get girls...like c'mon son...first of all, any workout enthusiastic will tell you it's all about the pecs....secondly....c'mon son....errbody knows bicep curls are prob the most useless exercise ever...cuz you just stand there...only using your arms...waste mans.
Throwback Of The Moment
Day 26 - Since You've Been Gone
- this was my JAM back the...they were my group....and I feel like this song applies to me now more that ever...
- this was my JAM back the...they were my group....and I feel like this song applies to me now more that ever...
Thursday, June 02, 2011
Mood Music
Musiq Soulchild - If You Leave feat. Mary J. Blige
- if you believe, you'll do best without me....I'll let you go, girl it's over...
- if you believe, you'll do best without me....I'll let you go, girl it's over...
Jam Of The Moment
Jesse McCartney - Told You So
- I hate to say it but I told you so, told you if you left that you were gon' be miserable
- I hate to say it but I told you so, told you if you left that you were gon' be miserable
Throwback Of The Moment
Brutha - She's Gone
- I was on this song so bad.....loooved it....got me into the group...shouts to Isaac...I know it's your fave...LOL
- I was on this song so bad.....loooved it....got me into the group...shouts to Isaac...I know it's your fave...LOL
Wednesday, June 01, 2011
From The Heart: Indirect Messages
Often....when people don't wanna say something to a person...they'll invent ways of saying it out loud or publicly without the other person knowing it's them. This can be through code names or just writing whatever but not using the person's name. Every song lyric or whatever you post on your facebook status....ISN'T just cuz you like the song or the lyrics...there are hidden agendas behind it all and it's obviously directed (very subtlety) to someone. My friend and this girl had a suuuuper long twitter conversation indirectly. They would basically reply to one another's post...but wouldn't acknowledge each other. It's like me saying "Man, I suck at soccer" and another person writing "yeah you do" as their message. That's a very broad example but you get what I mean...he's obviously replying to me....but he doesn't say he is....so I can't call him out on it. So basically my friend and this girl would go back and forth writing and replying to each other's statuses or tweets but wouldn't acknowledge one another. It became so blatantly obvious that they were talking to each other that their mutual followers were like dude....we know you're talking to each other...wtf. LOL....which brings my kinda pointless introduction to here.....where me and this person (see, I'm not acknowledging who they are -_-) are pretty much sending each other hidden messages in all the statuses we write and posts and we send. It goes along the lines of like "if you wanted to talk to me you would", "well I'm trying", "well try harder" and things like that. We both care about each other significantly....and are too stubborn to let this go....and too proud to acknowledge it. We're hoping the other person will step forward and do something, until then....we're never going to fix this. On one hand....I'm cool with that, I'm living my life, no stress...on the other hand, I can't bare to throw away a friendship like that....and constantly thinking of you and all the memories. I know I said the last one was gonna be the last one about you but.....this is just how much I care....I can't just NOT think about it....or NOT talk to someone about it....that's how big a part of my life you were.....do you feel the same? Do you think about me? Maybe I'm too self-centered/conceited and all that ish really isn't about me....and you don't care at all...I'm not jumping to conclusions...all I know is....the ball's in your court, up to you with what to do with it.
Slow Jam Of The Moment
Day 26 - Co-Star
- it's actually sad that they broke up and faded...I really liked them....but like all boy bands and groups, there's always one lead person who shines out of the rest and decides to go solo and the whole group implodes without that person...sucks...
- it's actually sad that they broke up and faded...I really liked them....but like all boy bands and groups, there's always one lead person who shines out of the rest and decides to go solo and the whole group implodes without that person...sucks...
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