Random Thoughts

It's always nice and encouraging when my friends or people tell me that they went on my blog...or read a certain post or whatever. For some reason, part of me always feels like no one really comes to this blog...if I ignore the numbers on the side...part of me really believes no one really comes to this blog, and that half of the time I'm talking to myself. But the biggest thing I do believe...or want to believe...is that the people that do visit the blog...don't visit it for the those rants, those long heartfelt posts that I have...part of me feels they only come for the music videos, the funny videos...things like that. When in actuality...it's probably the opposite lol...people come here...TO read those long posts, those heartfelt and emotional posts. I wonder what the people who don't know me but read my posts think of me...probs think I'm some weirdo or some internet nerd LOOOOOL