The Old Me...

Sometimes I miss the old me...the old me was carefree...didn't care about nothing, had problems but didn't make such a big thing of them. I always tell myself or my friends that the old me would beat the present me up lol. The old me was honestly a g...a rebel, a troublemaker, a bully...nuff said. When I look at the old me...part of me sees freedom, care free, stress free, fun. The only thing I miss about the old me is just how stress free I was you know, I never took things to heart, I never made a big deal about things...drama was not that important you know, just me and the homies. But...then I look at how empty my old life was...how lonely and confused I was...living a life without a true purpose you know. If you scroll down and just read my post about life...yeah right now, life is tough...I'm older...my future is right in front of me, school is tough, life is tough, drama is everywhere...but that's life you know. I dunno...sometimes, I just wish I could get away with one or two real close friends...and just chill at a cottage or something for like a month...as summer's coming to an end...I think about all the fun and memorable times I had spent with the people I care about...but I also think about all the unnecessary drama that was brought my way...sigh.