Random Thoughts

I miss the old you. The one who use to be excited when we would have conversations. Who would take initiative and actually message me. This new you...is stuck up...and I don't like to swear...but real talks the only word to define you is bitchy. You seem so like uptight and demanding. Like why can't we just have a simple conversation...or why can't you approach me and start a conversation like a normal human being. Why do YOU have to make everything so awkward? You once asked me whether our 'bestie' status was a joke....cuz we never had any real talks. Why do you think I always message you asking you whats up or how're you doing. You're the one who doesn't open up to me. I kinda took offence/was hurt by that....and lately...I've had this feeling in my heart...telling me to distance myself from you...because...you're not the same person I used to enjoy and look forward to hearing a reply from....you've changed. Can the real slim shady please stand up? (Only cuz I don't like to publicize names on this blog do I use random referrals lol)