Random Thoughts

This is directed to a whole bunch of people, but at the same time it's directed to a general public.

- I miss the fact that we don't talk as much as we did before anymore

- I hate that you have so many "close" friends you probably don't think much of the fact we've drifted apart

- I hate that you are so far away when I need you the most

- I hate that you won't approach me first

- I love the way you smile at me

- I love being around you, you always have a positive environment and you make my problems seem so small and you always bring me back down to earth

- I love being able to joke around with you constantly but at the same time have deep talks and heart to heart conversations

- I miss our late night walks in the middle of the night

- I appreciate that you're always there for me and we can talk about anything

- I'll always remember you were my first love

- I wish there weren't any walls between us

- I'll always have feelings for you in the back of my head, and I want the best for you

- I miss talking to you on the phone

- I'm so thankful to have you in my life, you always keep my head up when I start blowing things out of proportion

- I'm so glad you always make light of things when I overreact to little things

- I'm so glad I can look up to you and learn from you

- I hate this awkwardness between us

- I miss my best friend, I miss telling you everything and vice versa and simply being there for one another

- I love how you're showing me it's possible to be a good role model, yet have fun and be cool to be around at the same time

- I miss my bestie...I'm always wishing the best for you and my prayers are with you

- I'm so glad I've kept in touch and am still close with a lof of my high school and elementary friends

- I'm so thankful for my church friends outside of my home church, it's good to get a different perspective from a person outside looking in

Through good, bad, frustrating, happy...everything, everything is a work of God...and is tailor made for my life and has a specific reason for happening. Whether that's for me to learn, grow, mature...God has a plan, and I'm learning to trust Him, let Him take the wheel of the car and have faith in Him.