Back To Life, Back To Reality

Day 4/31

So I'm going back to school tomorrow, it feels weird...going for one day of class, then having Friday off, then 'officially' going back to school on Monday. Why do I start on a Thursday you ask...I'm not sure. At first I was like, yeah I'm probably not gonna go, there's like 12 people in class, who's actually gonna go, really hoping there's gonna be a decent amount of people in class and it's not like 5 people sitting in a 3 hour seminar. But yeah, it feels weird, considering I'm still in holiday mode, sleeping at like 2-3 am, waking up at like 1-2 pm...good thing my class tomorrow isn't till 2:30, so I guess I don't officially have to get back into school grind until Monday. But yeah, 3 more months of grinding...then...graduation, part 2...LOL. It's jokes cuz I went to dinner with my dad like I told y'all and I was like so dad...I'm graduating this year, again...but I don't think I'm gonna go to graduation, like I've already been, the moment and excitement is kinda dead. And he was like bruhhhh, why not...he's like yo, if I won a championship or something, I'd wanna claim the prize every single time no matter how repetitive it was. I was like yeah but it's not a championship fam LOOOL. Long story short, I'm going to graduation again LOOOL...just for my parents this time. Haven't told many people, but I've been heavily leaning towards working for a year after graduating instead of going to teacher's college. It's just this whole idea of being in universty for what feels like and is almost a decade. Don't get me wrong, I'm still gonna apply, but...whether I go is still up in the air. My boy was saying I might have even missed the deadline already to apply, so I gotta figure that out when I go back to school...if I've already missed the deadline...maybe it's a sign then. I'm literally just going with the flow and taking what's given to me as it comes...taking it one step at a time and trusting God to lead the way.