Dear God

- I know I haven't blogged or have been really lackluster late, been super busy sorry...bout to KO cuz just finished some homework...so tired, sorry, found this on my comp...never titled it...but it def paints a picture of how I'm feeling atm...not sure if I've posted this before...

February 15th, 2010

Lord give me strength for I feel like I’m falling

Into temptation and the devil’s calling

I’m surrounded my sin and lustful thoughts

My mind is plagued my garbage, when I know it should not

But it’s hard when I’m bombarded by all my surroundings

And when I see certain women, my heart starts pounding

Lord please give me strength to overcome this test

I need you with me even when I’m doing my best

Because I’m weak and my strength is incomparable to yours

I feel trapped and misguided on a path with 2 doors

I need you and I stand baring my sin and shame

I love you my Lord because you know my name

You know my pain and every tear that is shed

You know each chapter of this sinful life I’ve led

Fill me with your glory and your everlasting life

Put your bible in my hands instead of the serpent’s knife

Lord I pray and I ask for you to guide me through this tough time

I’m stranded on a mountain and I don’t know how to climb

Purify my heart and cleanse my soul

I yearn for your wisdom, please make my heart whole