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I swear I don't know anything anymore...I don't understand anything anymore...I just really need someone to talk to at the moment...someone who'll just listen, encourage and build me up...not point out my flaws and tear me down...but will recognize them and help me. I'm really on the verge of breaking down...I'm not in the mood for anything...I just want someone to listen to me...because they really care...I feel so alone and depressed as of late...no one seems to be around., no one seems to care, no one seems to know or understand...all they have is what they hear and what they assume and think they know...I'm literally feeling so lost and in a real tough place right now...my heart is dying...my mind is exhausted...I just want someone to talk to...I'm so close to leaving...leaving everything behind.