My Day Of Birth...

Usually I'm really excited about my birthday despite knowing lots of people who are like oh birthdays are just any ol regular day. But this year...well I dunno this month at least...maybe because it's been so busy...doesn't really seem that special. Everything feels different...off in a sense you know. Honestly not expecting much or anything at that for my birthday lol. Obv just family time and maybe chilling with some close friends. Is that weird...am I getting too old...literally just not feeling it lol...usually I'd be pretty hyped you know...not even cuz like I'd be having a party or anything...just I dunno...I'm into birthdays and those kinds of things. Looking back at how birthday parties were such a big deal...writing and giving out invitations...loop bags. Then as you get older, like dinners with a bunch of your friends, parties. But now...I dunno lol...not really feeling it lol...we'll see...still got a couple of days to bump up the mood...but I have so much on my plate that there's barely even any time to think about my birthday lol.