Thoughts Of You...

I keep replaying this lyric in my head..."everything I write is either for her or about her, so I'm with her even when I'm here without her"...everything I write is either for her or about her. I dunno man...I've been having a lot of thoughts lately...about you. Talking with my friend about it...having him reassure me and telling me all these things really lifted my spirits. But when I see you, when I see these things...it like goes straight through to my heart...when I see you smile, when we chill, when we talk and laugh together...I hate it, I hate that it gets to me so bad. I have so many things that I want to say to you, but I probably never will. I hate how I feel about you...I tell people it comes and goes...and I myself don't even know anymore lol...I think it's always there...it always has been there...I just kinda minimize it or distract it with other things. I hate that we're such good friends too, and because of that, feelings just naturally develop...and it's hard to just like ignore them you know. But I have to remind myself of what you said...and what my friend said. It's not what you or I need right now...and when the timing is right, we'll know. There's no need to rush it, let it just happen naturally.