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Sunday, November 03, 2013

Guest Writer #4: Anonymous Queen B

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To be 100% honest I don't think you can ever get over someone. Once you share a connection, one sided or not, you just can't leave. I think sure, the amount that you like them surely decreases but there is a part of you that will always have them in your heart. I think I still have feelings for my first crush up till now. No matter what, I know that I will always support him and encourage him if he ever needs it. That goes for any of the boys that I've ever liked. No I can't call it love but I definitely know that there's still something left in my heart for them. I think that's what is most difficult about looking for the person to spend the rest of your life with. A part of your heart still cares for that someone else that at one point in time you thought you could be with forever. What does it really mean to "get over" someone? And how do you really do that? Simply moving onto someone else really doesn't do the trick. Is it right to keep these feelings in your heart even after all this time? And if it's wrong, how do you get rid of them? I simply cannot understand. I'm not going to lie, I still get nervous when my fourth grade crush talks to me. I confessed my long overdue feelings to him in his yearbook in senior year...Haha I must be crazy. But I think that just because I harbour feelings of the recollection of times spent together, doesn't mean I still like them. Ah, I think I just answered my own question haha.

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