True Love

As weird as this sounds...I feel/can see myself marrying in the first serious relationship I have. I dunno...I've never had a serious relationship you know, anything that isn't a year or more or like you have truly genuine real feelings, I don't consider serious. There are so many firsts I haven't had...and I feel like my first real serious relationship I'll be able to pour my entire heart into her and share with her everything about me. Is that weird? I dunno...I've always been.an oddly romantic kinda guy in a different way lol...don't even know where I'm going with this or how it started, it's too late for this lol...