From The Heart: I'm A Complicated Guy

Call it compulsive obsessive....or maybe I just care too much, to let this thing go, to let you go though we haven't even known each other that long. We've physically known each other for a long while but we've never talked and really been close. So I dunno...I guess this sudden climax of us getting to know each other really hit me hard cuz I enjoy talking to you and your company. Very few times you can just talk and joke around with a girl, so I guess that explains why I try so hard to keep this thing going and to initiate conversation and such. I'm hurting to the point of I don't even know...but I'm a MAN....so I can't let emotion show, I can't let weakness show...real talks, you make me feel happy and positive. I make such an effort because I care and sometiems when I'm trying I feel you aren't giving me anything back. It's getting increasingly hard to keep up with you and to keep this alive when you won't help me. I feel like I'm tryna walk closer to you, but you're walking away....this would be so much easier and less complicated if you could give me the light of day of a smile or a response. If I'm walking your direction and you're walking away, the distance remains the same....if you walk towards me...then we'd be getting somewhere....I don't want your heart....that's not the goal, I just want your company.