Heart To Heart

Sometimes, when you're not in the mood to write, you're just not in the mood you know. I have a bunch of topics to talk about...from funny stories, encouraging topics, stressful situations...and all that jazz...but say I'm not in the mood...say I'm feeling super happy...I'm not gonna wanna write about a sad topic tho it's saved on my phone, I'll save it for another time. Same thing, if I'm sad or I'm hella stressed out, I can't just pick a happy topic that I have on my phone and write about it...my posts come straight from my heart...and if I'm feeling stressed or sad...it'd be hard to write about something happy wouldn't it. Man, it's a pretty rough time atm...and it's literally all in my head...it's literally about the stupidest thing ever. I always tell myself...other people...to not worry about things like relationships, girls...and that latter...and here I am...finding myself super vulnerable...super dumb...super obsessive compulsive...and totally over thinking and legit driving myself insane...over something and someone who (not to be rude)./..is just some girl you know.  I dunno man, all guys know the feel...oh she said this, what does this mean...oh she's taking this long to reply, what does this mean. Oh this, that, what does this mean, that mean, etc...especially me...I legit OVER analyse everything to the point where my brain is done. Oh she's into me...oh nah no she's not...like damn. Okay, I don't even know where I'm going with this...peace.