So I know the blog's been slacking heavy as of late...like posts have been scarce. Honestly, I just haven't had much to say...not much as been going on lately lol. It's just school and work...then gym and trying to have a life in between. Sometimes I'm like I should probably post something, but nothing comes to mind lol. I'll sit in front of the computer for like 15-20 minutes trying to think of something to write about and nothing will come to mind or nothing sounds interesting enough to write about. I guess I'm somebody who just writes very spontaneously and on the spot lol...that's why even tho I say I have like topics on my phone, it's a mood thing, if I'm not feeling it or if I'm not interested in writing about that topic, I'm not gonna write about it. I also feel this weird pressure sometimes...pressure to put out interesting, funny and just quality posts. It gets to a point where I'll push it off a day or two, a few days becomes a week and yeah lol. But oddly enough, the views have still been piling up...in waves, like August and September were POPPIN' for the blog in terms of views...and went from 800k to 900k pretty much in the span of around a month, which is pretty insane to think about. Again, I don't really have much to say...so I'm just gonna spitball everything that;s on my mind and the things that I've been thinking about as of late...
So we sold our house, but we probs won't be moving till like 2020 for sure. The person that bought our house doesn't intend to live in it, so we're renting it back from them...weird I know, but it saves us the hassle of moving to a rental place then moving again to a new house and it gives my parents more time to find a permanent home. My rents wanna go back to Singapore as well as Japan and Thailand for a month in the summer which I'm pretty excited about cuz I haven't been back in like 10 years...that's pretty much when I was in my first year of uni...so clearly a lot has happened and changed. I gotta find a placement for school in /January, but I feel like I've been in school for so long that I have a leg up on a lot of my classmates cuz I know the rundown of how school works, how fast it goes and stuff and in a weird way...I'm stressed about the work, but not really...like I'm pretty chill about ti cuz I know how I like to work and I know how to manage my time somewhat after so many years of being in school lol. What else has been going on...I haven't been to church in like a solid few months...and I don't really know how I feel about that tbh, but maybe I'll save that for another post, it's a weird time in my life right now. I'm definitely at a point in my life where I'm seeing some of my closest friends move on and start to begin their life as like full fledged adults...meaning like moving out, living on your own, thinking about marriage and shit, it's pretty wild...obvs there's a sense of feeling left behind, but what's more is a sense of like losing a friend kinda. I wanted to make a post about this part as well..the fact that I've been thinking a lot about reaching out to a lot of people...but I keep putting it off or stopping myself or wondering if it\s a good idea or just convincing myself that if they wanted to reach out they would...old friends, old flames, people I used to talk to, people I don't see eye to eye with anymore....but at the end of the day people I have love for, but yeah lol. Life goes on and so should you...that's a title of a post I've written, search it up, it's a good one. Again, there's not much on my mind tbh lol...I'm definitely focused on school for sure, with work...it's definitely just a routine, but I enjoy seeing and talking to my coworkers...with the gym, that's like my stress relief...and with friends and having a life and going on dates and what not...that's just extracurricular. I'm at a phase in life where I'm just trying to figure a lot of things out...about life, about love, about myself, about others...so yeah, I'll leave y'all at that...see you soon, peace.
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