Mario - Let Me Love You

Got me up all night, all I'm singin' is love songs...

Prayer Journal: Day 12

Cssm: I don't know where you are or how you're doing, but I hope it's well. I'm wishing the best for you and your family right now brother. I pray that we can find time to catch up...it's been way too long, I hope you are doing good and that school and everything are good as well, stay up brother.

Sewu: I hope God really calms your heart, trust in Him...He's never failed you yet and He never will. I'm sure what you're going through is just a phase right now...but I'm not gonna lie to you and say it's going to be easy...or that it's going to be a quick and painless process. But God uses tough moments to prune you and help you grow and mature. Considering how long this thing has been going on...expect just as long of a recovery process as well. I encourage you to surround yourself with people who love you and who love God...embrace Him, He loves you more than you'll ever know.

Tycn: Hope you're staying up brother, it's always nice to catch up with you because I relate to you so much...and you're really nice and easy to talk to, and I appreciate that, thank you. I hope all is well on your end...that you're going to church up there and surrounding yourself with brothers and sisters who'll help you grow in your walk.

Cslg: I worry for you, I really do, but I know that God has planted a seed inside of you and hasn't finished His work yet. I hope that you really do have a heart to heart with yourself and realize that these things...this life...is not going to last...it's all temporary, don't put your chips in something that's not going to last man. I'm praying for you.

Drake - Club Paradise

Allow Me To Reintroduce Myself...

This is just me...extending my hand to a lot of people who I've grown apart from. No not like the usual people I'm talking about. But one group of people in particular is people I was close to in high school then as soon as university started, we cut ties...I don't know how or why...it just happened you know...life took us on our separate paths. I saw one of my old friend's brother a few months back and it brought back so many memories of this one friend...how me and him were close...since elementary to early high school...we were boys lol. We used to write Westside on those thick rubber bands and wear them...LOL. We used to run basketball in elementary school...I was Kobe and he was Shaq cuz he was really tall...man it brought back so many happy memories. Then an even shorter time back...like a month maybe...I saw that same friend\s cousin...we both are pretty well acquainted with each other's families. His cousin was actually the one who saw me and we talked and he's like yeah my friend's parents always bring me up and why I'm not around anymore, he told me to keep it a secret cuz not many people now, but that he's really sick and has to get open heart surgery or something. That was a while back, I reached out to his older cousin a few days ago for his number to see how he's doing...if he's still sick, my prayers are honestly with him, we got each other through some real tough times back in the day and he's my boy from the beginning. But yeah...this post...made me think about all the people I lost connection with...all the people I was close to...like we trusted each other and we shared our stories and our emotions and our lives with each other...but yet we grew apart...damn. I honestly can't wait till like our 10 year high school reunion to see how everybody is..how much they've changed, what they're up to ...things like that, it'll be nice..

No Wifi

Sorry guys...again, I haven't had wifi for the longest time...again using the computers a t school to type this. Waiting for my friend to hopefully reformat my computer and Rogers will turn back on our internet, such a cheeser...I could blog from my phone but I don't wanna kill my 3G cuz I think it's still at 500 mb...my data is changing after this cycle to 2 GB so hopefully that'll be better if I still don't have wifi.

Guess The Word?

You have any idea what the word is yet? And if you have no idea at all what this picture even is. Pretty much it's a game called 4 pics 1 word, they show you 4 pictures that are relevant to one another and they give you a bunch of letters and it's pretty much one word. So yeah this is one that I was struggling with for a long while...those green letters, I used like 60 coins for each letter, they showed it to me to help me...I put the t and the i cuz I thought it would end with tion and it does lol. Still don't know what the word is...I showed it to my friend and he got it right away...it was devotion...when he answered it I was like wow...how did I not see that...it was like God was honestly slapping me int he face...I've been pertty slacks on my devotion as of late and it shows even in this game that devotion isn't even in my mind....damn...God really works in crazy mysterious words...mind you this was also like when I was in bed at like 2 am...

Who Cares?

So a few weeks back, a friend and I went out for lunch and got a chance to talk and catch up. One thing he said that really got to me is that when he was away at school and especially when he was going through a hard time is that no one reached out to him, no one messaged him and no one thought to check up on him...me included. But yeah...he had the idea of switching churches because he felt like as a church we don't care enough about people...that's why people leave, or don't stay very long at least. The fact that he felt like that really sucked and even more that it made him contemplate switching churches sucked even more. But yeah it just made me change the way I looked and approached things I guess. And as of late I've been making a conscious effort to really reach out to people and let them know that we're still thinking and praying for them...it made me try to put myself in their shoes and experience what they're feeling...so yeah, that's just me as of late.