Shoutouts

Shouts to the REAL fans of the blog....the people who go to this blog not cuz I advertise it...but just cuz they like it...the real fans of this blog are the ones who come here on their own....but I still advertise it just for everybody else....I really appreciate you guys....cuz you genuinely find this blog interesting, inspiring, fun, whatever....thanks.

Random Thoughts

Today feels like deja vu..like summer all over lol cuz I slept at liek 2...woke up at like 1....damn. Not much going today....my dude dropped by my house and gave me something he helped me pick up and gave me some drinks cuz I had nothing but water :) My uncle gave me and my brother power bands...those things that supposedly help your performance...I don't really believe it, but I wear it cuz it doesn't look half bad lol. Just chilling today...youtube, game, music....probs do some housework cuz my dad asked me too....need to get my books asap so I can start doing readings....I promised myself I would really buckle down this year and get my ish together...specially since people tell me 2nd year is where they really try to weed out the waste kids (in KINE at least). So the courses are a tad harder....I'm taking 4 courses each semester with a gym class as well to fulfill those categories....need to study like a bo$$...actually do readings and all that ish...cuz I would say I kinda coasted ish through first year...I tried and ish but probs could've gotten better....averaged like a mid to high 70's....so yeah lol. These first few weeks are probs just getting myself adjusted to sleeping patterns, school and ish....after those first few weeks I'll be adjusted and in school mode....that's when people will slowly stop coming to class and it'll get less crowded as well hahahah.

From The Heart: Growing Pains

I feel like I haven't done one of these in the longest time......this is to no one person in particular....just to all the people who I've grown apart from, am distancing myself from or just aren't seeing eye to eye with....this is for you.


I’m losing a lot of people in my life really fast
It’s crazy when you think how close we were in the past
We’re drifting apart, the distance only seems to grow
You tell me all these things that you feel but never show
Words are empty without actions, they can only go so far
It’s like trying to drive but you have low fuel in your car
You told me you would always be there, now I see you’re lying
You say that I don’t care but I swear to you I’m trying
Like strangers we walk past, not looking at one another
We put on a fake smile so our feelings stay covered
Distance and time only seem to push us apart
I haven’t changed, you just haven’t been talking to me heart
It seems like a long damn time since we’ve actually been tight
I guess that’s cuz all we do lately is fuss and fight
Stop thinking about the bad things and times that we had
Remember when I held you up all of the times that you were sad
I’m leaving the past behind and I’m praying for the best
Cuz I know this trial in our friendship is just another test
I know better days are ahead, the light will only get brighter
I promise that these burdens on our backs will lighter

Jesse McCartney - Just So You Know

- the original Justin Bieber.....JB got nothin' on this dude....my life story atm

Jeremih - I Get Lonely Too feat. Drake

Just like you, I get lonely too...

Random Thoughts

Hectic first day ish....no real work load...just lots of running around from class to class and doing errands for school and my mom, chilling at home for a bit then out later to church for something....will deff be back on my feet tomorrow since I have a day off, so I'll have time to blog and ish.

Random Thoughts

First day of school.....in my last lecture of the day right now...not bad. Came late to class by like 5 min but still found a seat....s'all good. After that had my basic movement dance class (I have to take it) and it's actually pretty fun...and at least the whole class has to do it...and they all don't seem to excited either haha. Then came late to my next class...no room, had to sit on the floor....and the teacher actually taught stuff...damn. It was literally a mission....my friend parked on the other side of campus...walked to our class.....booked it to the other side of the campus for my basic movement class and booked it back to the same room after....so it was quite a walk. Now in my last class after an hour break.....not bad....day off tomorrow...yee buddy. Not a bad first day....