Who Cares?

So a few weeks back, a friend and I went out for lunch and got a chance to talk and catch up. One thing he said that really got to me is that when he was away at school and especially when he was going through a hard time is that no one reached out to him, no one messaged him and no one thought to check up on him...me included. But yeah...he had the idea of switching churches because he felt like as a church we don't care enough about people...that's why people leave, or don't stay very long at least. The fact that he felt like that really sucked and even more that it made him contemplate switching churches sucked even more. But yeah it just made me change the way I looked and approached things I guess. And as of late I've been making a conscious effort to really reach out to people and let them know that we're still thinking and praying for them...it made me try to put myself in their shoes and experience what they're feeling...so yeah, that's just me as of late.

Scholar Grind...

Hey guys, so I know I've been mad slacks again at blogging lol...my wifi has been just up and down. Basically one of the computers at home has a virus and that has infected even the home phone so our provider Rogers is scared it's gonna like infect their system so they keep turning our internet on and off...and now it's off lol so I have no wifi at home and I don't wanna use my 3G on my phone...and it's also a mission to blog from my phone anyways. So that's why I've been so slacks at blogging lately. But yeah...I'm writing this from school right now, I'm in one of the computer labs using their computers. the first week of school has been really easy going. Tuesday was my first day back...went to my only class of the day and it's called Film, Television and Society and all we do is watch shows and films and talk about them lol...like first class we talked about the origins of movies and also how they became popular...it's sick cuz later on in the course we'll be watching shows like The Simpsons, Trailer Park Boys, 24 and even movies like Mission Impossible lol. After that class I picked up one of my textbooks. Wednesday I had no class but I came just to workout, play ball and do some readings. Today is my last day of the week, got one class at 2:30 - 5:30 then I'm done...but it's looking real gloomy outside right now...went to the gym...opened my bag and realized I forgot my shorts and shirt...so now I'm at the computer lab cuz I can't workout and I have like 2 hours to kill...damn. But tonight will be better hopefully...my parents are gonna bring me to Staples to get a new laptop, then we're going to Costco to grocery shop...don't know why I get so excited about grocery shopping lol, I like to pick out snacks and stuff, then of course we got ball tonight which I'm super excited about. First week has been pretty soft so far, but yeah hopefully it'll stay like that lol

Kanye West - Homecoming feat. Chris Martin

From Me To You...

Where's your head at lately...seriously...this isn't even about me or them anymore...it's about you...being responsible, being mature...and realizing what are your priorities and what should your priorities be. Honestly...this month...and just as of late...you've been disappointing a lot of people...and it seems like I'm the only one that has the heart to tell you...or at least be expressive about it. What are you trying to get out of this...where do you see this...and even yourself in 5 years...you really need to step it up man. I hate it when people bring these things up, but it's true...you're nearing/are already at that age...people are already moved out...married...stable job...income...living their OWN life...I don't know...I'm gonna stop before I get too into this...but I pray that God will firstly calm my heart...and help me get past everything you've done to me and to us...whatever happens happens...but forreal...it's time to step up...and grow up buddy. Again...I feel like a big brother to my big brother,,,

Back To School...

Well, this is it lol...back to school on Tuesday...already started searching for my books online and pretty much have people I'm gonna buy it from. Most people started last week...but my school starts this week...gonna be an interesting year lol. I really do wanna try and attend CCF on Wednesdays...but I don't have school on Wednesdays but I'm not sure if I wanna go and stay that late...and there's crossfit on Wednesdays too. What else...ball on Mondays got moved to Thursday...they may wanna join a league on Sundays...I think that'd be so sick, if we can get enough people that is. Other than that, I don't have much to say lol...I feel like I'm in a really blah kinda mood/funk...like a real whatever kinda mood...I don't really have the heart for anything...only a very small selection of things interest me as of late...same with people lol....I\m just not into it...maybe it's school...maybe it's the weather lol, who knows...maybe things will change when school actually starts.

Leona Lewis - Angel

J. Cole - Crooked Smile Performance