HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Today was my birthday...well an hour and some ago at least, i've been mia from the blog, sorry, been really busy these couple days...lemme fill you in...

Sunday...had church, then went to go meet with some dude to pick up my iphone 4, got it...excited to use it, turns out my iphone 3gs sim card was too big...so couldn't use it that day...

Monday...woke up extra early to go to the mall and get the right sim card, it was like $10 and they activated it for free. My friends called me up and wanted to chill before my bday dinner...so they came over, we went to the park, chilled and played grounders, went back to my house chilled for a few more minutes then headed out to all you can eat sushi where my other friends met up with us. After that,  headed back to my house just to chill, talk, play some board games, watch the basketball game and bring it my birthday. After 12 they all wished me happy birthday and most of them let except 3 of my friends. We all stayed till like 3 am and just talked about so many things, had really deep in depth discussion cuz one was out youth intern pastor and 2 were these girls I'm really close with. So we all shared out problems and issues and stuff and just offered advice to each other and just had a real heart to heart to heart to heart conversation, it was real good...I liked it and yeah.

Tuesday...the day of my birthday...woke up and parents were at work, bro wished me hbd...friend called me up to chill at the park and we did, played some softball, met up with more friends, played some grounders...then I headed home cuz my parents were taking me and my bro out to a lobster dinner. Afterwards, headed home at 9 ish and went out with my friends to go watch a movie. It was real fun, came home around 12 ish.

Can't believe I'm 20...the day felt like it went by so fast...I'm so grateful to all the people who wished me happy birthday...all the msgs...the cards...the calls...the posts...tweets, everything. It really amde my day...I loved chilling with all my friends and just really having a good time, no worries. I promise I'll be more up to date with the blog, sorry...now the only thing on my mind right now is getting my license...that's the biggest thing on my plate right now...other than that, the hectic part of May is over, we're over the hump...now it's just downhill and smooth road from here.

Craig David - Snows In July

Soooooo good, my jam atm...

Today...

Today is mother's day, hope y'all had a wonderful time with your moms, hope y'all did some really thoughtful and heartfelt things for them cuz they deserve it. It's cliche to say, but you should treat your mom and dad like everyday were mother's or father's day...they work damn hard to provide for you, they've already lived a full life, the reason they continue to work so hard is to pay the bills, put food on the table, clothes on your back...and make it so when you're on your own, your life will be easier, they're trying to take care of all the little things right now like mortgage and what not so you won't have to worry about it when you're older. But yeah...today was a chill day at church. My friend called me out on being really slack on the blog lately lol...either not posting or having very minimal posts...yeah that's my fault, I'm sorry, the second half of May will be much better, promise. After church, met up with a dude to get my new iphone 4, only to find out my sim card for my iphone 3gs is too big and the sim card in the 4 requires a smaller diff sim card...sigh...gotta get a new sim card tomorrow, such a hassle. What else...looks like I got the job at timmies, just waiting for the call, no need for an interview. Softball is starting thursday...pracs are gonna be tues/thurs, which means no time for tues movies or thurs ball :(....my g2 retest should be soon and I'm ready to just kill it! Anything else...my birthday is in 2 days lol...may 15...can't wait, chilling with my church homies tomorrow...kinda disappointed cuz a lot of them flopped on dinner and are only coming to my house after...so dinner's only gonna be a few of us...was kinda cheesed, but I can't do much about it...but I'm def not happy about it either, whatever...all I know is if it were vice versa...I'd be there...not gonna get into this, sigh...just tryna enjoy my last few days of being 19 before I turn the big TWO ZERO...

Today...

Sup...yesterday was a Friday. Woke up early to go to a warehouse of perfume/cologne/shampoo/belts, etc, stuff like that...got my mom a gift and some small stuff for me. After that, played some softball with a few friends, just threw the ball around. After that, had fellowship and watched Courageous, only half of the movie...but it seems like a really interesting movie. Today, had a meeting at BTBC for softball, then a leadership meeting, then chilled with my friend from BTBC who I hadn't seen in a while. Went to the mall cuz she needed to get her mom a gift for mother's day, caught up, talked and stuff, I love that I can not talk to her for a long while or not see her for a long while, but talk to her as if we were never apart...sharing problems and just trying to help each other out and keep each other accountable. Afterwards, my friends from school who I grew up with came over and chilled, gamed...went out to dinner with them at KBBQ...soo full lol. Now just chilling, hopefully getting a new phone tomorrow...iphone 4 :P

Random Thoughts

Hey...I dunno why, but for the past few days...or for the past little bit...I've just been like haunted...by the fact that I've failed by driving test twice...I have to wait 10 days to take it again and as the days get closer where I have my 3rd retest...it's like it gets scarier and scarier, the pressure gets more and more intense and the need to pass becomes more and more necessary. I really don't wanna fail a 3rd time and...the fact that I've failed twice has really hit me hard lately...I know God has a reason for everything and a purpose for everything that is far beyond my comprehension...but I'm just nervous, anxious, frustrated...I just want this feeling to go away, I just wanna pass and be free you know. Maybe i'm overreacting but this is kinda a big burden that's really bothering me right now...like I said...it's like haunting me...I can't get it out of my head...especially when I talk about it with friends and stuff... dunno...maybe with the day coming closer where I take my retest, it's just getting to me more and more...please pray for me, I'm really annoyed and just frustrated about this whole thing.

Today...

Sup...my bad, no psots these past few days. Tuesday was a real long day...woke up at like 12 ish, went out right away to go to the mall for mother's day shopping with friends. Tried a frappucino for the first time since it was half price, it's not bad. Afterwards, walked around some more, got shoe cleaning stuff to clean my Jordans, never worn them yet. Got my brother some clothes from Jack and Jones for his bday. Decided to get perfume for my mom on Friday cuz there's a sale at some warehouse. The next day was my brother's birthday, the wednesday...was a real loaft day, could've blogged but I think I was too tired and lazy lol. Went out for dinner with the fam for his bday to Red Lobster...sooo good. Today was just a chill fun day. Friends came over and we played videogames until ball at night. Knee still kinda sore...wore a small brace and it def felt better, but still didn't go real hard...man I'm dying with a cell phone, it;s be like 10 days or so...sigh.

Usher - Climax Cover

Someone posted this on facebook, it's sooooo good and so soothing and relaxing.